Le sigh.
Went by my favorite tenants place today. She is so fucking hot and beautiful and sexy and just plain cool. I hate leaving her house. We always start off talking shop and whatnot, with her being my tenant and all, but before you know it its two or three hours later and were talking about life and love and everything in between. This is the kind of woman whose bed Id lay in from dusk to dawn just talking with her, not even noticing the lack of sex, you know? (which always leads to awesome sex in the end). Yet, one of the reasons I am attracted to her is because we come from such similar situations its insane not just the fucked up home lives, but the gangster and mafiaoso friends. The drugs and the stealing and the violence and all that bullshit I tried so hard to get away from. I have a feeling shes one of the few women Ive ever known who would truly understand me, you know?
Fuck it, I dont want to talk about this. Itll just make me depressed. Lets just say, if I had met her four or five years ago, Id be her baby daddy, which would be fine by me cause her daughter is the coolest kid ever. Shit, if I wasnt her property manager and so scared of all the problems that would, and already HAS, arisen, Id be her baby daddy anyway.
Yeah, so when I get to Kent I think Ill either get my truck drivers license or realtors license. Probably my real estate license its only like $300 for the class, and its online at your own pace, so that works. Also, once I get settled with work and an apartment and everything, I think Ill trade in my Dakota for a full-size Chevy pickup with four-wheel drive and a big ass V8, probably an older one too, like an early 90s pickup.
I'm too tired for all this.
Good night.
Went by my favorite tenants place today. She is so fucking hot and beautiful and sexy and just plain cool. I hate leaving her house. We always start off talking shop and whatnot, with her being my tenant and all, but before you know it its two or three hours later and were talking about life and love and everything in between. This is the kind of woman whose bed Id lay in from dusk to dawn just talking with her, not even noticing the lack of sex, you know? (which always leads to awesome sex in the end). Yet, one of the reasons I am attracted to her is because we come from such similar situations its insane not just the fucked up home lives, but the gangster and mafiaoso friends. The drugs and the stealing and the violence and all that bullshit I tried so hard to get away from. I have a feeling shes one of the few women Ive ever known who would truly understand me, you know?
Fuck it, I dont want to talk about this. Itll just make me depressed. Lets just say, if I had met her four or five years ago, Id be her baby daddy, which would be fine by me cause her daughter is the coolest kid ever. Shit, if I wasnt her property manager and so scared of all the problems that would, and already HAS, arisen, Id be her baby daddy anyway.
Yeah, so when I get to Kent I think Ill either get my truck drivers license or realtors license. Probably my real estate license its only like $300 for the class, and its online at your own pace, so that works. Also, once I get settled with work and an apartment and everything, I think Ill trade in my Dakota for a full-size Chevy pickup with four-wheel drive and a big ass V8, probably an older one too, like an early 90s pickup.
I'm too tired for all this.
Good night.
Anyone ever listen to what they say to someone when they're trying to seduce that someone for the first time? It's no wonder pornos are so fucking hilarious - the truth is more funny then the fiction.
Fuck, I definitely need to go to the doctor. I hate being sick. I am so dead set on starting to work out again that I may just buy my gym membership online so I can't weasle out of it when I get up there. I've let myself get in horrid shape this last year and a half. Emotional problems aside, it's unexcuseable, especially considering how bad ass of shape I used to be in. Agreed, it was very hard work, but it was worth it.
[Edited on Mar 22, 2005 12:29AM]