therealtexasguy

Ha ha!

I'm not even sad or angry or upset. I just find it funny. Of course this would happen to me right now. Of all the fucking things that could happen, this was so likely to happen it's a wonder it didn't happen sooner.

So, as if my girl didn't live far enough away as it is, she is now thinking of moving twice as far away for college.

I can't do the long distance thing anymore. Right now she's a couple towns away, yeah, but it's like a forty-five minute drive - so I don't really consider that long distance cause, though she's not in the city limits, there are parts of the city that are a full hour away from me (no shit, this is a mega huge fucking city...people just don't understand).

But this...

If she does move, that means I'll be spending my weekends in College Station. This isn't so bad, cause my cousin and his wifey (they're not even engaged, but they've been together forever) live there and are getting master's degrees. I never get to see him anymore, so it'd be nice to spend my weekend days with my cousin fishing and whatnot, and my nights getting laid.

No. If she moves, I'm going to break it off. I think. How can I expect her to remain faithful when she's a hundred miles away in the biggest college town in Texas. This town is literally built around a huge college. So it's nothing but college kids going wild and getting shitfaced drunk. She drinks enough that trust would be an issue.

Then there's the whole problem of my own fidelity. If I'm down here in South San Antonio (Southside! ) thinking my girl is up north fooling around on me, that fucked up side of my brain is going to get me into trouble with all these little hoodrats around here.

Why is life so utterly fucking complicated? Why can't one fucking thing be simple?