thepromdate

as for those things,
that act as markers in your life
but in between you can't remember


and now i go eat pizza
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and now i'm back from pizza.

good time with dave_h, requiem, miffy, and violently happy.

we did not watch THAT movie. but we did play uno.
we missed you. where were you? next time, huh?

i'm talking to no one. it's a joke!

it was a bit foggy walking home. i like it. the fog here isn't as cold as out there...you know, waiting for the bus home on geary way out there. it's late and i should get to bed. but i'm not tired and want to wait until the mother fucker posts that he made it home ok. i worry about the kids who drive cars.

there was something else....

oh yes! i remember...last night i dreamt that somebody loved me. no hope, no harm. just another false alarm.

no wait...last night i dreamt that i rang the doorbell of the last guy i was seeing and then ran away. really. i rang the bell and took off running. i find this very amusing.

in reality i would kill for a hug, for "real arms around me" hugs are better than sex.