i keep finding things out that amaze me. they don't shock me, they just amaze me.
for instance, it seem that a lot more people than i thought do the following. some even do several of the following...
1) use coke.
2) have sex with hookers.
3) i can't think of a third, but i know it's out there.
anyways. i have nothing against these things. and i really could care less, except for the health and saftey issues...but still. i think a lot more people than i ever thought are smoking crack. and not in that "hehe. you're smoking crack" type way, but really doing coke or meth or god knows what else.
all's i'm saying is that the people i know who do these things don't seem to be happy. form of escape, perhaps. i've never done meth. and you know what, i'm damn happy about that. and the only thing that's going up my nose is a vic's menthol stick.
i had a point....i just can't remember what it was.
i'm hungry. let's get dinner.
.......
it's funny how things happen. i spent most of my bus ride home today thinking about the above. and then tonight i spent over two hours talking with a friend. it seems another friend of ours, who had started using...well, we thought he was better or at least under control. but it's not. i don't even think it's close. and the thing is, i wish it was as simple as....if he wants to shovel shit up his nose, then let him. his problem, right? but it's not just his problem. i love his family like my own and now they have to deal with this shit too. i really just want to go kick him in the ass. but that's probably not what he needs.
and i'm also sad to hear that the neils bohrs' institute is not a private lab. that it is actually a part of u of copenhagen. it's important. you don't need to know.
and my views on mit, caltech, and the such are forever changed.
my heart is broken people! who's gonna come tape the pieces together?
goodnight. i'm tired.
for instance, it seem that a lot more people than i thought do the following. some even do several of the following...
1) use coke.
2) have sex with hookers.
3) i can't think of a third, but i know it's out there.
anyways. i have nothing against these things. and i really could care less, except for the health and saftey issues...but still. i think a lot more people than i ever thought are smoking crack. and not in that "hehe. you're smoking crack" type way, but really doing coke or meth or god knows what else.
all's i'm saying is that the people i know who do these things don't seem to be happy. form of escape, perhaps. i've never done meth. and you know what, i'm damn happy about that. and the only thing that's going up my nose is a vic's menthol stick.
i had a point....i just can't remember what it was.
i'm hungry. let's get dinner.
.......
it's funny how things happen. i spent most of my bus ride home today thinking about the above. and then tonight i spent over two hours talking with a friend. it seems another friend of ours, who had started using...well, we thought he was better or at least under control. but it's not. i don't even think it's close. and the thing is, i wish it was as simple as....if he wants to shovel shit up his nose, then let him. his problem, right? but it's not just his problem. i love his family like my own and now they have to deal with this shit too. i really just want to go kick him in the ass. but that's probably not what he needs.
and i'm also sad to hear that the neils bohrs' institute is not a private lab. that it is actually a part of u of copenhagen. it's important. you don't need to know.
and my views on mit, caltech, and the such are forever changed.
my heart is broken people! who's gonna come tape the pieces together?
goodnight. i'm tired.
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The sad thing is everyone around you does...
That's a rough call with your friend that's using. You want to go grab the shit right out of his hands, but that never works. Good luck, TPD.
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Making you happy makes me happy.
Now ride that Schwinn to the BroBQ!
[Edited on Aug 20, 2003]