i'm still blushing from my forced encounter with deke.
dave_h i hate you as much as i love you. thanks for waiting in the ghetto with me for the bus.
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also, this morning.....when i woke up, i remembered dreaming that the boy and i had talked about "us" or whatever it is that we are. 'cause i'm pretty sure he doesn't think of us as an us. which is fine. whatever. well, actually it's not fine, but i don't like saying that cause it sounds crazy. and i don't like being a crazy girl. so i had this dream that we talked and he was basically very anti and was like, no we're just friends that hang out and have sex. and it was very upsetting. more upsetting that he was laying next to me and i spent all morning wondering if we had actually had this conversation. and now i'm too chicken to ask him if we talked. i don't think it really happened...well, because we were in a car, i think. but it wouldn't be the first time i had combined sleep walking with real life. or dreams. or whatever. you get it.
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oh, and why is it that on friendster.....i have it that i'm not looking to hook up with anyone. and i think you can tell i'm being serious...so why then since i've put that, have tons of guys (ok, not tons, maybe 5) have written me. inviting me to parties and drinks. i don't get this. i'm all for making friends, but i can't tell with these kids. oh, well. i love getting messages, so i guess i shouldn't complain. and i guess it's better to be hit on than to not be hit on, right?
oh oh oh...thank you so much to ratgirl and 660 for the drinks. next time, it's on me. and i had a great time yesterday meeting new people, seeing people i've met before. i saw holly for all of two minutes and she's already stolen my heart. and i wish i had bought the deke poster from tuffy 'cause i'm thinking it would look good on my wall. and....i don't know what else, but i had lots of fun and can't wait to hang out with the girls on monday. oh, the only bad part was that ava didn't come. i was looking forward to seeing her again. one day, we WILL drink vanilla stoli together!
dave_h i hate you as much as i love you. thanks for waiting in the ghetto with me for the bus.
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also, this morning.....when i woke up, i remembered dreaming that the boy and i had talked about "us" or whatever it is that we are. 'cause i'm pretty sure he doesn't think of us as an us. which is fine. whatever. well, actually it's not fine, but i don't like saying that cause it sounds crazy. and i don't like being a crazy girl. so i had this dream that we talked and he was basically very anti and was like, no we're just friends that hang out and have sex. and it was very upsetting. more upsetting that he was laying next to me and i spent all morning wondering if we had actually had this conversation. and now i'm too chicken to ask him if we talked. i don't think it really happened...well, because we were in a car, i think. but it wouldn't be the first time i had combined sleep walking with real life. or dreams. or whatever. you get it.
............
oh, and why is it that on friendster.....i have it that i'm not looking to hook up with anyone. and i think you can tell i'm being serious...so why then since i've put that, have tons of guys (ok, not tons, maybe 5) have written me. inviting me to parties and drinks. i don't get this. i'm all for making friends, but i can't tell with these kids. oh, well. i love getting messages, so i guess i shouldn't complain. and i guess it's better to be hit on than to not be hit on, right?
oh oh oh...thank you so much to ratgirl and 660 for the drinks. next time, it's on me. and i had a great time yesterday meeting new people, seeing people i've met before. i saw holly for all of two minutes and she's already stolen my heart. and i wish i had bought the deke poster from tuffy 'cause i'm thinking it would look good on my wall. and....i don't know what else, but i had lots of fun and can't wait to hang out with the girls on monday. oh, the only bad part was that ava didn't come. i was looking forward to seeing her again. one day, we WILL drink vanilla stoli together!
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holly:
your RSVP has been accepted. dinner is at Golden Era (572 O'Farrell.....see sfsg for more details). you have committed yourself so dont punk out.....and i look forward to seeing you again.
egon:
Hi. I saw that you were the only other softies fan on the whole site, sO I thought I would just say whats up