thepromdate

sometimes, i get this crazy feeling, like cameron diaz's character in vanilla sky. with me screaming "but your body makes a commitment" or some other bullshit. haha. it's just akward when he leaves, is all. i've never done this sort of thing. hanging out making out type thing. where they're somewhere in between being a boyfriend and a friend. and it's not really a big deal at all. just that i was reading ava's journal and her favorite sexual position line always gets me thinking...actually, i think it's one of the funniest things i'v read. it amuses me every time i see it.