Balls.
Life can be infuriating sometimes. Especially when you look back and realize that some of it is your own fault, and the rest is just plain old bad luck.
The good news is, I'm not grey YET... who knows how long that'll last.
Other than that... here's a recap of the last few weeks and months, from a different perspective.
I want a girlfriend. I want to meet a girl that I can relate to, respect, and have fun with. Someone I can be happy with.
On the other hand, lately I've been man-whoring around town. I've gotten laid a lot more than I used to... (once or twice a month as opposed to once every 2 to 5 years)
But I'm getting tired of it. My mentality was that I WANTED a serious relationship, but until then I'd settle for good sex.
But I'm learning it doesn't work that way.
Just a few days ago I met a girl through a mutual friend. We were at a local nightclub(Top Dog) that I normally hate going to, but I went just to hang out with my pals. So anyway, this girl ends up coming home with me.
But as we layed in bed that night, we started talking about dating each other. I thought, hey why not? She wanted to call me her boyfriend, and I thought that was moving a little fast but what the hell. Why not? It was a fun idea, getting to know a complete stranger.
But then the next time we saw each other(yesterday) we figured out it probably wouldn't work since she's going away to school soon. Maybe we'd visit once in a while or something, no big deal.
But then while I drove her home, she called one of her friends on the phone and started talking about all these different guys she met recently. And how she wanted to date one of them but she'd be going to school soon, and such. She finally mentioned me at the bottom of the list.
I told her that was really rude since I was sitting right next to her in my car... and all she could say was "sorry". I called her a player, and she pretty much agreed. Her excuse was that she didn't "hook up" with those guys; I'm the "only" guy she ever went home with from a club.
I don't believe her, and if she ever calls me back I'll have to tell her I'm nobody's boytoy and I don't belong at the bottom of any list.
I learned my lesson though. You don't meet quality people when you're only trying to get laid.
Life can be infuriating sometimes. Especially when you look back and realize that some of it is your own fault, and the rest is just plain old bad luck.
The good news is, I'm not grey YET... who knows how long that'll last.
Other than that... here's a recap of the last few weeks and months, from a different perspective.
I want a girlfriend. I want to meet a girl that I can relate to, respect, and have fun with. Someone I can be happy with.
On the other hand, lately I've been man-whoring around town. I've gotten laid a lot more than I used to... (once or twice a month as opposed to once every 2 to 5 years)
But I'm getting tired of it. My mentality was that I WANTED a serious relationship, but until then I'd settle for good sex.
But I'm learning it doesn't work that way.
Just a few days ago I met a girl through a mutual friend. We were at a local nightclub(Top Dog) that I normally hate going to, but I went just to hang out with my pals. So anyway, this girl ends up coming home with me.
But as we layed in bed that night, we started talking about dating each other. I thought, hey why not? She wanted to call me her boyfriend, and I thought that was moving a little fast but what the hell. Why not? It was a fun idea, getting to know a complete stranger.
But then the next time we saw each other(yesterday) we figured out it probably wouldn't work since she's going away to school soon. Maybe we'd visit once in a while or something, no big deal.
But then while I drove her home, she called one of her friends on the phone and started talking about all these different guys she met recently. And how she wanted to date one of them but she'd be going to school soon, and such. She finally mentioned me at the bottom of the list.
I told her that was really rude since I was sitting right next to her in my car... and all she could say was "sorry". I called her a player, and she pretty much agreed. Her excuse was that she didn't "hook up" with those guys; I'm the "only" guy she ever went home with from a club.
I don't believe her, and if she ever calls me back I'll have to tell her I'm nobody's boytoy and I don't belong at the bottom of any list.
I learned my lesson though. You don't meet quality people when you're only trying to get laid.
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You've got class! You've got ideas! HA! That kills me to be able to say.
I got your email, I will respond soon. I'm kind of out of it.
Having a good one?
Oh and thanks for the perk I guess...I dunno, I do think i'm common. But I guess happy in that respect.
Ain't THAT the truth...
You'll find her one day, I promise. There is definitely a girl out there for you somewhere, you just have to look. And, stop randomly getting laid, lol.
Thanks for the support