Saturday Dec 27, 2008

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It is amazing how much other people can change my mood. I really shouldn't let them but I always do.

I should have been a fucking Hermit.

Or maybe I just need to go back to going out so much that I'm not around enough for people to piss me off. whatever
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ninadelamorte:
I'm a very fast healer. biggrin

How's the new year treating you so far?
niobe:
Today is going to be a good day! smile

Wednesday Dec 17, 2008

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I miss you

I just realized that yesterday was the Fifth anniversary of the day we met. It seems like I knew you so much longer than that. It still amazes me how important you became to me in such a short time. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hope you have found some peace. ♥

Mood: pensive
Music:...
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drstinkypants:
back atcha
trocc:
thanks, man. i did have a pretty good day. it was mostly spent laying around on the couch watching basketball games. smile

Sunday Nov 30, 2008

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Every time I turn around I seem to be about to trip over a cat. I love them but goddamn I am tired of them always being under my feet. mad
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velvet_petal:
I always wondered why cats do that. It's not as if it is an act which is without peril for them as well. I mean rubbing up against someone's leg does have it's perks, admittedly, but at the risk of stress fractures and torn ligaments.....I think not!
ash:
perhaps u have too many cats? or .. maybe they just want your attention, because thats the only reason my cat tries to trip me is when he needs my attention .. whether it be for food refills or he wants me to pet him because I happen to be holding a rodent and hes jealous abt it .. he will trip me. It sucks, and theres only ONE of him!

I hope as we get closer to the holidays you arent feeling crappy or anything, I know how u can get. Just hit me up on aim or something if u wanna chat, I think all my aim names and stuff are on my profile.

Friday Oct 31, 2008

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I've been thinking about clearing out my friends list. It's something I've never done. With very few exceptions, generally once you are on my friends list you stay there forever unless you take yourself off. I don't even remove the names that are gray or black. Or those that I know are never coming back. Lately though seeing those names seems kind of depressing. Plus...
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velvet_petal:
Oh no. It is bad when people can't set aside the petty stuff for a little fun.

I hear ya about the friends list. For me it is depressing to have it over a hundred. Prefer to have quality relationships in life, even online. I simply cannot manage to keep up with more than that in any meaningful way so I tend to keep the friends list below that number.

As far as old friends go, it is sad to see good friends go and stay gray, or to have a special friendship drift and be reminded of that loss everytime you see their little name box on your list. Very sad indeed.
drstinkypants:
Yea, that would be nice. I think my schedule is relatively open. Aside from , work I don't have a lot going on.

That's funny about the friends list. I'm a lot less active now, but I definitely recall having people who obviously didn't really like me, not only on my list, but actually request me. It's bizzare.

Sunday Sep 28, 2008

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I don't believe in ghosts but, sometimes, when my sleep is troubled, it feels like my childhood cat, Boots, a gigantic battle scarred Orange Tabby who hated everyone but me (and later my then infant daughter) is standing guard at my pillow. Half growling and half purring as he often seemed to do. Ready to chase my nightmares away. Or reach out a huge but...
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saya:
Awww...
strega:
He was such a beautiful cat. I wish I'd gotten a chance to know him. It's been a while since I've heard from you. I miss you. frown

Tuesday Aug 12, 2008

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Things are looking up. I've taken some steps towards making one of my beloved hobbies my actual profession. I don't want to say a lot about it yet. Just that things are better. Much better.

Especially my attitude. tongue
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saya:
I'm glad. smile
Tell more when you're ready, I'm curious.
squee_:
Not like it could have gotten much worse. tongue

Saturday Aug 02, 2008

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I tried to throw a baseball today. First thing I've really tried to throw since I hurt my shoulder (4th degree ac separation) a little over a year ago. I knew it hadn't really healed as well as it should have. I didn't know how bad it was until today. I hope I didn't tear something again. Pretty sure I'm going to need surgery either...
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toothpickmoe:
Things are on at sort of wonky times, but that's true of most Olympics. TiVo is always your friend, but for the Olympics moreso.
jena:
I want it to be 1990 again, to be particular. I'm with you.

Friday Jul 25, 2008

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So apparently I can't edit my blogs but I can post new ones. I also can't reply to comments or edit my own comments. But I can post new comments. I don't know if it is a site problem or a problem with my PC but it is seriously annoying and could very well have a huge impact on how active I am on the...
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jena:
That's my concern....that dangerous school yard! It's the Boy Named Sue.

I managed to make it past the dialogue-I think the only reason I noticed it was b/c I'd read complaints about it. I just asked my mom "Did I sound this retarded at 16?"
pandamonium:
yep. that was for you. tongue

i feel better now, but i'm somewhat fond of my rant, so i'm leaving it for at least another couple of days.

Wednesday Jul 23, 2008

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Sometimes I miss smoking.

Thanks to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday.
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arch_stanton:
I'm late, but happy birthday anyway. It's been a while, for me at least.
I should really have explained the mosaic thing when I posted it. Ooops!
I just followed these instructions from trocc's journal entry.

Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr search.
Using only the first page, pick an image.

Then, copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into this mosaic maker.

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One word to describe you.
12. Your Flickr name.

Well done on the not smoking thing. It's the best thing you ever did, for the people who care about you. Trust me on that one.
Like I said it's been a while. Hope life is good to you and those you love. smile
runk:
Being a "grown up" sucks ass, doesn't it?
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