Tonight someone I really care about was hurting and I wasn't able to help. I couldn't think of anything to do or say that could help. I wasn't even able to just stay around and listen. I feel really bad about this because she has helped me to feel better so many times. It hurts that I wasn't able to do the same for her. I would give almost anything to be free of the encumberances in my life. To go when and where I want. To have time for who I want.
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don't beat yourself up about it buddy. sometimes all a person needs is just someone to listen. i'm pretty sure if this person cares for you..that they would understand the situation..as far as you having to leave or what not.
It would be a relly fun way to make a living, if I could actually make a living doing it.
In order to actually make any real money in the proffesion one must first make a name for themselves in some fashion. Japan, Mexico, Television. After that even small appearances bring in enough to live on.
Right now at the point i'm at it's really just like being in training for the big leagues.
Maybe someday i'll take my shot.
Peace.
-Josh