I opened up my bags from camping last night, and other than the odor of wet clothes, there was a smell that made me have an interesting reaction as it made it's way through me. It was the scent of a campfire. I never thought something as simple as that would not only make me smile, but also long for my friends, new and old....
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tracyramone:
because i said so thats why 
silveronthetree:
So what happened?
My current lack of responses is due to an outage of the mighty Intar-net, that happened to be focused solely on my household over the weekend. As you can see, it's fixed now, so I can get back to half-assing my replys to your posts.
Things are slightly back on the good track, as far as I can tell. We're "casually dating" as she puts...
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Things are slightly back on the good track, as far as I can tell. We're "casually dating" as she puts...
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tadzi:
hahhah, yeah i decided i need to post my real voice so people will know what i actually sound like.
sunna:
...Nice to know you are doing well ^^
Hey!! Ive been missing you, where have you been...huh? huh? huh?
Tell me how you doing
and keep your way on the good track.
Besos!
Take care sweety.
Hey!! Ive been missing you, where have you been...huh? huh? huh?
Tell me how you doing
and keep your way on the good track.
Besos!
Take care sweety.
I came across a most interesting thread a few nights ago, and it made me think. A lot. To be more specific, I thought about who I am, and how I treat people. And despite boundcreature's recommendation of me in said thread, KaliDoom's post hit me hard. I've read something like it before, but for some reason, this time, it made perfect sense....
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gasmaskboy:
Oh and listen to PopeTom....
mylf:
You will not be alone playing videogames in your car. I FORBID IT! 
so take that!
Pip has the smae problem with too nice/asshat. we're working on a balance.
And (I can't believe I'm saying this) Jordan's right. (most) Girls are stupid. We smart ones know where it is at. but we are few and far between
so take that!
Pip has the smae problem with too nice/asshat. we're working on a balance.
And (I can't believe I'm saying this) Jordan's right. (most) Girls are stupid. We smart ones know where it is at. but we are few and far between
It strikes again! The label I've been stuck with, and can do nothing about, spewed forth from the mouth of one of my co-workers today. But first, a bit of background before the spewing.
So, who remembers Steph, the girl I was seeing around the October-November timeframe last year? The one I asked about starting a exclusive relationship with, only to be turned down? If...
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So, who remembers Steph, the girl I was seeing around the October-November timeframe last year? The one I asked about starting a exclusive relationship with, only to be turned down? If...
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sunna:
Are you still alive?
If you are...how are you today??^^
If you are...how are you today??^^
aegiswings:
Hey, unfortunately my sister went back to NY today 
Hopefully she'll come visit more often now that I showed her how awesome Boston is this weekend... (well, except for the bike accident).
I have two friends visiting next weekend. My sister's best friend Sean, and his ex-gf Jess (who is also my sister's arch-enemy). How messed up is that? I'm gonna be taking them to ManRay Friday, and hopefully Saturday too! (Provided they don't mind going two days in a row, lol).
I plan on going to Ceremony more often too. Even though I was only there for like, 45 minutes, it was still a lot of fun. And there is a girl I met at ManRay last week who goes there too...I have her phone number but I'm way too shy to actually call her. Ugh, I wish I wasn't so disfigured! Maybe I can borrow a gas mask from gasmaskboy or look for the girls with the scab fetishes. ok, enough rambling, ttyl.
Hopefully she'll come visit more often now that I showed her how awesome Boston is this weekend... (well, except for the bike accident).
I have two friends visiting next weekend. My sister's best friend Sean, and his ex-gf Jess (who is also my sister's arch-enemy). How messed up is that? I'm gonna be taking them to ManRay Friday, and hopefully Saturday too! (Provided they don't mind going two days in a row, lol).
I plan on going to Ceremony more often too. Even though I was only there for like, 45 minutes, it was still a lot of fun. And there is a girl I met at ManRay last week who goes there too...I have her phone number but I'm way too shy to actually call her.
Ugh, I wish I wasn't so disfigured! Maybe I can borrow a gas mask from gasmaskboy or look for the girls with the scab fetishes. ok, enough rambling, ttyl.My current lesson to be learned:
Take a fucking compliment for once, and don't assume that the person giving said compliment is fucking with you for thier own personal amusement.
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I had a pretty good time at the club tonight, despite the fact that it started out rather poorly. When I first arrived, I noticed that it was rather empty people-wise,and I wasn't really...
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Take a fucking compliment for once, and don't assume that the person giving said compliment is fucking with you for thier own personal amusement.
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I had a pretty good time at the club tonight, despite the fact that it started out rather poorly. When I first arrived, I noticed that it was rather empty people-wise,and I wasn't really...
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silveronthetree:
Hmm... that sounds quite crap mate. You would expect more alone time if you are not seeing each other much.
If you`re not happy I think you should finish it. Why bother with something mediocre? Girls fuck your head in at the best of times, so why have all of the `pain` without the `pleasure`
I think you deserve better. Maybe keep your eyes open and play it all be ear.
That cute girl was fickle and ended up with the bass player
If you`re not happy I think you should finish it. Why bother with something mediocre? Girls fuck your head in at the best of times, so why have all of the `pain` without the `pleasure`
I think you deserve better. Maybe keep your eyes open and play it all be ear.
That cute girl was fickle and ended up with the bass player
deathtoyourmom:
i'm sorry phil. i've been working way too much lately.
so.. i promise i will write you soon, but only if you promise that you will come on a scul ride, and i, in turn, will promise that there will be cute biker chicks that WILL make eye contact with you.
scul is planning a manray take-over again soon. last time we were there, we handed everyone their asses with our righteous dancing and majestic awesomeness.
i'll be in touch next week. maggot.
lieutenant-commander samurai
so.. i promise i will write you soon, but only if you promise that you will come on a scul ride, and i, in turn, will promise that there will be cute biker chicks that WILL make eye contact with you.
scul is planning a manray take-over again soon. last time we were there, we handed everyone their asses with our righteous dancing and majestic awesomeness.
i'll be in touch next week. maggot.
lieutenant-commander samurai
I want to be dependable, I want to be courageous and good
I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true
I want to be a friend you can rely on, you can lean on, and trust
I want to understand so I can forgive and be willing to love
Garbage - Metal Heart
I was listening to Garbage on the...
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I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true
I want to be a friend you can rely on, you can lean on, and trust
I want to understand so I can forgive and be willing to love
Garbage - Metal Heart
I was listening to Garbage on the...
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aegiswings:
bingo! You win a free beer. According to my instructor, a woman might be a 4-6 at a normal store but at the Gap she is a zero. It's all about marketing. Women lie to each other about sizes all the time. The only way to know for sure is to take measurements. Don't tell my instructor cause she will kill me.
gumbercules:
"All Day".
I played the version that was on the "Everyday is Halloween" 12" (and I think it's out on a Ministry cd callrd "12 Inch Singles"), but it was also released in a different version on the "Twitch" cd.
I played the version that was on the "Everyday is Halloween" 12" (and I think it's out on a Ministry cd callrd "12 Inch Singles"), but it was also released in a different version on the "Twitch" cd.
So, yeah, things have changed a little bit since my last "Self-Hate" post. We talked again last night, and we're back together. Sort of.
The first night I confronted her about her feelings, she suggested that maybe we needed a break. I immediately equated this to "It's over, chump.", and left. It was a natural assumption, at least for me. But, I was wrong. For...
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The first night I confronted her about her feelings, she suggested that maybe we needed a break. I immediately equated this to "It's over, chump.", and left. It was a natural assumption, at least for me. But, I was wrong. For...
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boundcreature:
paul has to meet with his landlord at 7pm, so we need to leave to meet paul by 7pm, be on the road towards rhode island by 7:20 or so... if you can get to my house by 7pm at the latest, we're golden...
aegiswings:
I just realized I never commented on this journal. It's awesome to hear that you've worked things out. I guess things do work out well sometimes . Keep us updated.
. Keep us updated.
Just for a little background , last night, I went to see Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith with my ex. She invited me, and even bought my ticket. It was a good movie, at best, but this diatribe I'm about to start will not be about Anakin/Darth Vader or how awesome R2-D2 is. In fact, it will be about the downfall of my relationship(s)...
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palo:
Tacos.....and brainwashing!!
felicia_____:
Yeah, realizing that people on my friends list are turning pink all the time made me think of the favorites in more personal terms.
Post relationship good friends are usually "weird' to each other in some way. It may be too stressful to try to maintain a friendship-only reliationship. But that's just my thought on the issue Good luck.
Post relationship good friends are usually "weird' to each other in some way. It may be too stressful to try to maintain a friendship-only reliationship. But that's just my thought on the issue
Good luck.Feelingmuchbetternowthankyouall.
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Last night's Horror Movie Slumber Party was nothing short of awesome. I arrived shortly after 7 PM, and was greeted by boundcreature, ThePants, Palo, and Gardiac. After a few minutes of chit-chat, we recieved a phone call, and it turns out that Fatality and her boy Capital needed to be picked up. Seeing as I was the only one...
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Last night's Horror Movie Slumber Party was nothing short of awesome. I arrived shortly after 7 PM, and was greeted by boundcreature, ThePants, Palo, and Gardiac. After a few minutes of chit-chat, we recieved a phone call, and it turns out that Fatality and her boy Capital needed to be picked up. Seeing as I was the only one...
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fatality:
My green dress is still on the hanger at the store that I have not yet been to.
I was really glad that I ended up going, I had a lot of fun. Hopefully, we will get to see everyone again. I won't be here over the summer, but after that, perhaps.
And thank you very much. Perhaps I should change my picture after my set goes up. Hopefully, soon.
I was really glad that I ended up going, I had a lot of fun. Hopefully, we will get to see everyone again. I won't be here over the summer, but after that, perhaps.
And thank you very much. Perhaps I should change my picture after my set goes up. Hopefully, soon.
palo:
boundcreature only likes me because I bought him tacos once.
I'm sorry we didn't get to talk more, or at all, but someone had kept me cooking and cleaning all day, so I was a bit worn out.
I wouldn't miss out on camping for anything.
I'm sorry we didn't get to talk more, or at all, but someone had kept me cooking and cleaning all day, so I was a bit worn out.
I wouldn't miss out on camping for anything.
On the see-saw of uneven relationships, why am I always the one who's up in the air when the other person wants to step away? And even though I thought I was prepared for the fall, and despite the fact that I am the one who asked if they wanted to step away, it still hurts.
Sorry. Maybe I'll be able to post something more...
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Sorry. Maybe I'll be able to post something more...
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porcelainheart:
i'm always around if you ever need to talk about something. you know that.
k_kat:
I would play all the cool 80's music. 