Been a while.
I had a hell of a week, I saw some epic bands, Clutch were awesome. Faith no More were fucking phenomenal, I love that band. BUUUT. I reached a pretty epic low in terms of drunken douchbaggery, culminating in almost ruining a friend of mine's wedding. Nothing serious, but when i get to that point I become a primadonna and shameless attention whore and I lose all sense of self awareness.
My therapist kinda put it into perspective for me, and I've decided to give up drinking for a while. To be honest, I don't really like airing out my stuff in public like this, but the other thing she said is to make a point of letting people know your promises, then it makes it harder for you to renege on it. I mean for someone as extroverted as me it makes it hard if you have to explain your failings to many people. So if you see me with a beer, be merciless.
On the upside I'm playing my first gig in a while, If anyone is in the Auckland area (and has 5 bucks, which I don't see a dime of) I'll let you know the details. Although this will be the first time I've ever played sober, that scares the hell out of me.
Peace out.
I had a hell of a week, I saw some epic bands, Clutch were awesome. Faith no More were fucking phenomenal, I love that band. BUUUT. I reached a pretty epic low in terms of drunken douchbaggery, culminating in almost ruining a friend of mine's wedding. Nothing serious, but when i get to that point I become a primadonna and shameless attention whore and I lose all sense of self awareness.
My therapist kinda put it into perspective for me, and I've decided to give up drinking for a while. To be honest, I don't really like airing out my stuff in public like this, but the other thing she said is to make a point of letting people know your promises, then it makes it harder for you to renege on it. I mean for someone as extroverted as me it makes it hard if you have to explain your failings to many people. So if you see me with a beer, be merciless.
On the upside I'm playing my first gig in a while, If anyone is in the Auckland area (and has 5 bucks, which I don't see a dime of) I'll let you know the details. Although this will be the first time I've ever played sober, that scares the hell out of me.
Peace out.