Dammit my nipples hurt like a mutha.... i almost think whiteiris is sending me her pain through the computer.... 
anyways, how's everyone else? i'm in recovery (again)
damn you wednesday night ladies night!!!!
got home at 3:30 this morning (tried sooo hard to make it in by 1)
good news is i had very little to drink, 2 jager shots, 2 beers- i'm just soo fcukin tired. We went everywhere last night. made it into 5 bars total. I got to hang out with some co-workers last night so at least i know those fuckers are hurting worse then me right now. 
Ever think someone is hot and pass up the opportunity to say it because you just aren't sure they feel the same? I have a new rule, from now on i will always say it. I ran into 2 guys last night that i've known for quite some time, the first guy and i used to work in this nightclub several years back, he's like 6''4, dark hair and eyes, japanese german (strange combo i know but soo fucking hot)- he was a light tech/dj- last time i saw him was halloween and he asked me how my ex was doing...and gives me his card to give to my ex. So i pretty much thought- "ok well uh..no, not saying shit!" besides he was more interested in how my ex was doing. So anyway fast forward to last night- i see him, he sees me (my heart stops)
and he's like "hey girl, you never called me!" wtf? Can we just send more mixed signals?!
next guy is my favorite bartender in the entire most world, he's damn near perfect, 6'2 (can you tell i like the tall ones?)
all american, blue eyes and back in my ale house we kissed a few times after a shot or 2 but i never took anything with him seriously it was just fun and sweet- last night he tells me that he always wanted to take me out but shy to ask because he says i was always ignoring him- are you kidding me? it was hard to keep my eyes off! damn you stupid shy, drop dead hot guys! so he asks to take me out this week, and i had to say no (fuck me!!) gotta be a good girl i suppose. Sometime it's tough but i maintain, because ya know what? we always think the grass is greener- and we always fuck shit up based on what we think we can get away with- so if you have a great thing, don't always assume the other side is better. But if I'm wrong life goes on on... and i can just add them to my black book for future use on a later day. 
i kid! I kid!
so listen up fuckers, if you are feeling shy-
GET OVER IT!!! ask that girl out, because ya never know, one day you'll run into her and she'll have to say no cuz you TOOK TOO DAMN LONG!
I'll steal from you Jack for my Bianca fact 'o the day: i'm blind as a bat!
anyways, how's everyone else? i'm in recovery (again)
damn you wednesday night ladies night!!!!
got home at 3:30 this morning (tried sooo hard to make it in by 1)
good news is i had very little to drink, 2 jager shots, 2 beers- i'm just soo fcukin tired. We went everywhere last night. made it into 5 bars total. I got to hang out with some co-workers last night so at least i know those fuckers are hurting worse then me right now.
Ever think someone is hot and pass up the opportunity to say it because you just aren't sure they feel the same? I have a new rule, from now on i will always say it. I ran into 2 guys last night that i've known for quite some time, the first guy and i used to work in this nightclub several years back, he's like 6''4, dark hair and eyes, japanese german (strange combo i know but soo fucking hot)- he was a light tech/dj- last time i saw him was halloween and he asked me how my ex was doing...and gives me his card to give to my ex. So i pretty much thought- "ok well uh..no, not saying shit!" besides he was more interested in how my ex was doing. So anyway fast forward to last night- i see him, he sees me (my heart stops)
and he's like "hey girl, you never called me!" wtf? Can we just send more mixed signals?!
next guy is my favorite bartender in the entire most world, he's damn near perfect, 6'2 (can you tell i like the tall ones?)
all american, blue eyes and back in my ale house we kissed a few times after a shot or 2 but i never took anything with him seriously it was just fun and sweet- last night he tells me that he always wanted to take me out but shy to ask because he says i was always ignoring him- are you kidding me? it was hard to keep my eyes off! damn you stupid shy, drop dead hot guys! so he asks to take me out this week, and i had to say no (fuck me!!) gotta be a good girl i suppose. Sometime it's tough but i maintain, because ya know what? we always think the grass is greener- and we always fuck shit up based on what we think we can get away with- so if you have a great thing, don't always assume the other side is better. But if I'm wrong life goes on on... and i can just add them to my black book for future use on a later day. i kid! I kid!
so listen up fuckers, if you are feeling shy-
GET OVER IT!!! ask that girl out, because ya never know, one day you'll run into her and she'll have to say no cuz you TOOK TOO DAMN LONG!
I'll steal from you Jack for my Bianca fact 'o the day: i'm blind as a bat!
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Yeah, he is a member, he is the one who got me hooked on the site to begin with. I know he occasionally reads my journal, but he's never commented on it.....that's sort of odd.
I hope you had a great weekend, mine was busy, but I thought it was best to be that way! I saw the ex, and made out with a fella last night just for some affection....
Happy Monday!