I'm soo excited, i'm getting a flat screen moniter- yay! 
Well only at work- but hey anything to maximize the space on my desk is appreciated!
so what's going on people? It's 3:01 and that means only 2 hours left up in this Bitch! Today is also payday, best part is all my bills were paid for the week so i can save this check! Allright! Feel like I'm on a roll!
I guess those are the positives for the afternoon. Yesterday didn't do too much went and had dinner with my dad and his fiancee, the food was great and i really enjoy his house. (i'd give anything to move back in!) yeah man living with the parents is where it's at! Well at least if you can live rent free; my parent's would totally charge me rent. Cuz bills and such are tough. I'm curious if you don't live at home right now, what's the worst you've ever had it? When i say it, i'm talking roommate nightmares, financial trouble, neighbor problems, etc.
I think my worse was when my old roommate had sex on my couch and i found the dude's underwear the next day behind a pillow. Can you say disgusting? (how the fuck did he not miss that?) i wonder if they were fucking with me.
other than that i've been spending some time with my new man, things are going good. I went to his house last night after i left my dad's and ended up spending the night, Since he gets up early he gave me his key to lock up after i left. I was floored. I've haven't known this guy too long and i got room keys!?
kinda made me feel awkward, does this mean i'm supposed to give him mine? am i ready for this?
am i (in true female fashion) over analyzing this?
Why is it that when you are miserable you can pretty much figure out what you want and then when things are going good you get doubtful? And why is it, that a person can't do nice things for another person in th beginning of a relationship and have it not considered as pushy (for lack of a better word)? I mean i should be overjoyed that this is all happenin, he treats me like a princess and we sat up last night planning a first getaway for next month (he gets 30 days paid a year!) somebody give me a kick in the ass and tell me to relax please!?
(and don't forget my other questions up there- cuz i'd like some humor in my day)
Well only at work- but hey anything to maximize the space on my desk is appreciated!
so what's going on people? It's 3:01 and that means only 2 hours left up in this Bitch! Today is also payday, best part is all my bills were paid for the week so i can save this check! Allright! Feel like I'm on a roll!
I guess those are the positives for the afternoon. Yesterday didn't do too much went and had dinner with my dad and his fiancee, the food was great and i really enjoy his house. (i'd give anything to move back in!) yeah man living with the parents is where it's at! Well at least if you can live rent free; my parent's would totally charge me rent. Cuz bills and such are tough. I'm curious if you don't live at home right now, what's the worst you've ever had it? When i say it, i'm talking roommate nightmares, financial trouble, neighbor problems, etc.
I think my worse was when my old roommate had sex on my couch and i found the dude's underwear the next day behind a pillow. Can you say disgusting? (how the fuck did he not miss that?) i wonder if they were fucking with me.
other than that i've been spending some time with my new man, things are going good. I went to his house last night after i left my dad's and ended up spending the night, Since he gets up early he gave me his key to lock up after i left. I was floored. I've haven't known this guy too long and i got room keys!?
kinda made me feel awkward, does this mean i'm supposed to give him mine? am i ready for this? am i (in true female fashion) over analyzing this?
Why is it that when you are miserable you can pretty much figure out what you want and then when things are going good you get doubtful? And why is it, that a person can't do nice things for another person in th beginning of a relationship and have it not considered as pushy (for lack of a better word)? I mean i should be overjoyed that this is all happenin, he treats me like a princess and we sat up last night planning a first getaway for next month (he gets 30 days paid a year!) somebody give me a kick in the ass and tell me to relax please!?
(and don't forget my other questions up there- cuz i'd like some humor in my day)
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lets move on to your question about the worst weve had it. how about when i lived in a TINY condo-like home in the ARMPIT of Glasgow (scotland) with his mom, 2 sisters, brother, and 6 cats. oh im not kidding. the kitchen was..hm. about the size of a walk in closet and the bathroom--oh god-<shudders>...someone would have to hypnotize me to bring out descriptions on that. hairs everywhere-mold-toothpaste streaks on the floor-fake tile peeling off everywhere--arrgh! and neither of us were working at the time so it was CRAP. i wouldve eaten that underwear rather than do that again. there you go. xxx
(PS, when you had your teeth cleanings-did they give you novacain? or was it painful? or just regular general cleanings? sorry im into this right now). thats my only question. AND check out my pics! theres new ones in every folder but the tattoo one.
I think when you are miserable you get use to it and when someone makes you happy you think they are just going to take it away. So why let yourself be happy. I think that since you have been hurt so badly before that you are overly cautious and with good reason. BUT....if this guy is good to you I would say take it a day at a time and see where it leads you. Every woman deserves a man who treats her well and if you found yours then hang on.
Thank you for compliment by the way
As far as our direction I really don't know. I know where I am going and nothing is going to stop me. I have been through so much already and haven;t stopped and I am so close to graduating that nothing will now. It would just be a lot more fun of a journey with him there. Also me for him. It wouldn't be near as much fun for him without me. We just have some communicating that needs to be done and solutions from that communicaton. We talk all day but nothing ever gets done. But now something needs to be done. So we will see.
The bad thing is - even if things are going well between us I still get that lonely feeling and of being empty. Not because of anything he did just empty. I think it is hormonal. Stupid hormones. I am better today. I feel more accomplished. Got a lot done today.
But I guess I should not update in your journal. Gonna go do that in mine.
Happiness much for your extra money, your new man, and things going well for you. I really do like it when other people are happy. I don't have to be the one to make them happy just that thigns are going well for them and they are happy.