texax7

Boyfriend left me for good. In psych hospital. Trying to survive. One day at a time.

Depression is back. B/f and I are not well. Have very few friends, not sure if I matter to anyone.

http://coachella.com/scheduler/scheduler.php?show_token=9492a653e9d2c1a40fd8945b67b01e40

Can't wait to go!!!!

I am very confused.

Got back from St. maarten yestreday, so I have the post-holiday blues. The water there was absolutely amazing. Only had one crappy fight with b/f so I think overall it was a sucess. Went to the nude resort Orient Beach. LOVED it!!! Managed to stay nice and pale, but I did sunburn my neck, there'is always one place you forget. Snorkeling was okay, didn't scuba...
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I am struggling with my emotions taking Klonplin is helping me cope. I am going to work. My therapist really was very angry for taking him back and not being stronger. She said where do you draw the line. He agreed to couples therapy. I just don't know if he can give me what I need. Which would mean I would have to leave him,...
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Everything went so wrong. I saw him having se with another woman. I am sick. He left me yelled at me. I am tryijg to live miniute by minute. I jhate life

SO of course everything was fine. I just don't really understand that people can have fights, but stay. I have just been so traumatized by everything that has happened in the past. I'm doing great on Jenny Craig 9 lbs down, and 20 more to go!!!

All of the good things are gone. I think he has left me. I am too tired to really care. I just want to lay in bed.

Okay,
So any of my friends on SG in Wales and England drop me a line? I'm going Sep1-10th. Can't wait. Puerto Rico was awesome. Bioluminescent bay kayaking trip was so great. It was a night and b/f and I had a lot of fun trying to coordinate the rowing! Old San Juan really was beauitful and not to be missed. It was also quite...
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