Boyfriend left me for good. In psych hospital. Trying to survive. One day at a time. 
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Depression is back. B/f and I are not well. Have very few friends, not sure if I matter to anyone.
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rodan:
*hugs* you know you matter to me....
texax7:
i'M GOING BACK TO THE HOSITAL. tHANI YOU
howlinthurston:
The crazy thing about it was that that memory was a really big block. Once the dust settled, I was in suck a better place that it is confusing. Not quite out of my depths, kinda there.
Go see DJ Shadow! I saw him at the roxy and it was one of the best shows I'd ever seen! He may be a show stealer.
Go and have fun
Go see DJ Shadow! I saw him at the roxy and it was one of the best shows I'd ever seen! He may be a show stealer.
Go and have fun
I am very confused.
Got back from St. maarten yestreday, so I have the post-holiday blues. The water there was absolutely amazing. Only had one crappy fight with b/f so I think overall it was a sucess. Went to the nude resort Orient Beach. LOVED it!!! Managed to stay nice and pale, but I did sunburn my neck, there'is always one place you forget. Snorkeling was okay, didn't scuba...
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I am struggling with my emotions taking Klonplin is helping me cope. I am going to work. My therapist really was very angry for taking him back and not being stronger. She said where do you draw the line. He agreed to couples therapy. I just don't know if he can give me what I need. Which would mean I would have to leave him,...
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rodan:
*hogs*
hang in there
hang in there
lovelysitwell:
how are you doing?let me know and email m eif you get fed up and il emai loyu as soon as.x
Everything went so wrong. I saw him having se with another woman. I am sick. He left me yelled at me. I am tryijg to live miniute by minute. I jhate life
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lovelysitwell:
hope you are bearing up.im just treading water.x
rodan:
I played with it a very little bit but I'm avoiding it so far.... 
*HUGS*
Hope you're ok....
*HUGS*
Hope you're ok....
SO of course everything was fine. I just don't really understand that people can have fights, but stay. I have just been so traumatized by everything that has happened in the past. I'm doing great on Jenny Craig 9 lbs down, and 20 more to go!!!
rodan:
Glad everything is OK - GL on the diet!
*hugs*
*hugs*
howlinthurston:
really wierd, ain't it!
Hang in there, beautiful.
Hang in there, beautiful.
All of the good things are gone. I think he has left me. I am too tired to really care. I just want to lay in bed.
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rodan:
*hugs*
lovelysitwell:
im sorry.please look after yourself or email me.
Okay,
So any of my friends on SG in Wales and England drop me a line? I'm going Sep1-10th. Can't wait. Puerto Rico was awesome. Bioluminescent bay kayaking trip was so great. It was a night and b/f and I had a lot of fun trying to coordinate the rowing! Old San Juan really was beauitful and not to be missed. It was also quite...
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So any of my friends on SG in Wales and England drop me a line? I'm going Sep1-10th. Can't wait. Puerto Rico was awesome. Bioluminescent bay kayaking trip was so great. It was a night and b/f and I had a lot of fun trying to coordinate the rowing! Old San Juan really was beauitful and not to be missed. It was also quite...
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rodan:
*hugs*
lovelysitwell:
hey hope you are doing ok?
Wheh! I have been traveling so much. Two out of town trips a day. Going to LA for a few days. My b/f is out there working as well, so that will be fun we will see each other in LA. Also planning holiday to meet his mother in Wales and tour rest of England for a week! Sometimes I feel like my life is...
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rodan:
well cool!
THe only travelling I do is virtually
so to hear you're having fun and travelling in the Real World is a great thing 
- and visiting the BF? Oooooo .
I've wanted to go eo Wales for awhile, as well as Ireland and Scotland as well, but I think that's gonna have to wait for atleast 6 months to a year... but enjoy! and don't stress the parental meeting I'm sure it'll be great . Well it'll be anyway .
THe only travelling I do is virtually
so to hear you're having fun and travelling in the Real World is a great thing - and visiting the BF? Oooooo .
I've wanted to go eo Wales for awhile, as well as Ireland and Scotland as well, but I think that's gonna have to wait for atleast 6 months to a year...
but enjoy! and don't stress the parental meeting I'm sure it'll be great . Well it'll be anyway .
rodan:
*hugs*
Sooo excited. Have got the tickets, and everything to see Sandie B's show in NYC. Also it is gay pride weekend in NY, so it should be full of queers!! Haven't been back to NY in about a year, so I am past due. Then b/f and I are going to Florida for the 4th of July. We are trying to find a place where...
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Haven't been back to NY in about a year, so I am past due. Then b/f and I are going to Florida for the 4th of July. We are trying to find a place where... Read More
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gridmnky:
I work on that show....lighting. I'm editing some pics I took yesterday when Sandra did a promo concert at the Virgin Megastore in Union Square. Check my pics page in a few days to see them. Have fun at the show...it's a blast, depending on how much the audience gives her, so cheer alot!
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gridmnky:
LOL. Couldn't have put it better myself. It is her thing...and after 3 months, man have I seen a thing or two. Hope you have a great time at the show.
-g-
Hope you have a great time at the show.
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*hugs*
I'm full of it
*hugs*