Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

teshamarierie

There is a Cafe called "hometown" I must have lived there, I AM a chunky butt

Member Since 2005

Followers 23 Following 17

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

Mar 23, 2006
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
on my mind:

Disease
Sadness
Marriage
Confusion
Work
Money (lack of)
Sleep
A guy
Family
Time
Zoloft
Candy
Clothes
Babies
Cars
Animals


Can you imagine how fast my mind is going right now? With me thinking about all that stuff it's freakin amazing. I'll start from the top.

Disease- Reading boards and thinking about problems that I have I'm sitting here wondering how many people have to worry about diseases. I was reading a board that was posted about a guy that has a roommate that has a huge herpe. LOL Well the guy was paranoid about catching a herpe. I live in a small town and everyone probably has something. Rather scary. I'm glad I don't fuck with locals. LOL

Sadness-My bosses mom is going insane. She's 54ish and she seems to be somewhat bipolar. One minute she's talking having a decent convorsation and one word will make her burst into tears. I know that I am emotional and one minute I'm fine and the next I might feel a lil off but I'm not one to burst into tears and have everyone worried about me.

Marriage- My mom 42? Something like that. Anyways, she's been with a guy for 11 or so years and they got married tonight. Nothing major, it was mine and my brothers friends and a few family members. Her initals are PP now.. haha I'm happy for her though.

Confusion- at 22 years old it's a given that a girl is going to be confused. I don't get things that a lot of people probably do. For one, relationships. They are amazing in the worst ways. Right? I dunno, I'm confused.

Work- I hate my job. Yeah it helps with some things but it's stressful. I Have good days and bad days like everyone. More bad than good. People in and out and it helps me to be around something new. I've learned a lot, I'll admit. Some things just WRONG and other things amazing.

Money (lack of)- My check got garnished today. $810 to federal tax. I almost cried. Need I say more?

Sleep- I'm so tired it's retarded. I haven't slept well in like a week. I hope to sleep well tonight. Doubt it though. I'm at work and sleep isn't easy to come by.

A guy- Israel... *smiles* I'm just thinking about him is all *smiles again*

Family- My family is pretty supportive. I'm having major money issues and they are so willing to help me as much as they can. I love them.

Time- There isn't enough.

Zoloft- I take it daily. I think my dose needs upped. eat least for 50mg to 75mg. I don't believe I'm getting enough.

Candy- GUMMMMMY WORMS!

Clothes- I really need some new clothes. Clothes so that I'm not looking all frumpy. Wanna buy me some?

Babies- My brother and his gf are having a baby... They are going crazy too. No kids for me..

Cars- I'm going to end up losing my car because I don't have any money to pay my car payment. My mom got a new 2005 Tahoe today for her wedding day. She's nuts.

Animals- My bosses animals drive me crazy!

More Blogs

  • 05.05.06
    1

    Friday May 05, 2006

    ***It's like what I deal with. I am emotionally attached because of t…
  • 04.30.06
    0

    Monday May 01, 2006

    When you see me smile @ you I'm probably looking through you. When y…
  • 04.01.06
    0

    Saturday Apr 01, 2006

    If I cried would you cry with me? I cry over you because I let my …
  • 03.27.06
    1

    Tuesday Mar 28, 2006

    Lastnight I was in Portland with my guy. I took a sleeping pill, not …
  • 03.24.06
    1

    Saturday Mar 25, 2006

    Read More
  • 03.24.06
    0

    Friday Mar 24, 2006

    March 23- Have you been fantasizing about how great your life woul…
  • 03.24.06
    0

    Friday Mar 24, 2006

    March 23- Have you been fantasizing about how great your life would …
  • 03.23.06
    0

    Thursday Mar 23, 2006

    on my mind: Disease Sadness Marriage Confusion Work Money (la…
  • 03.19.06
    3

    Sunday Mar 19, 2006

    This has not been edited, so what you read may sound kind of retarded…
  • 03.16.06
    0

    Friday Mar 17, 2006

    I toss and turn I'm having nightmares dreaming of you....

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
7
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,116,465 followers
  • 14,938,177 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,438,131 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo