I shake, I tremble, I laugh out loud at nothing... I'm in love... Wait.. HA I forgot to take my crazy pill y0!... hahaha.. okay for reals though. I've been having mad crazy emotions. Crazy ones. My mind is confused. At night I close my eyes... Stage 1 sleep... any movement or sound makes my eyes flip open paranoid as if something is close to me even if it's nothing at all. Stage 2... okay yeah. I completely lost train of thought there. I'll get more into that whole sleeping, having nightmares thing later.
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He smiles, but he doesn't smile for me
He laughs, probably at me not with me
He stares, at beautiful girls-that's not me
He hugs, other people before getting lost in convorsation- that convorsation is never with me.
He cares, that care isn't for me.
He abuses substance, not with me.
He dreams, not about me.
He says bye, sometimes to me.
I wait for the day he's lost with me
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He smiles, but he doesn't smile for me
He laughs, probably at me not with me
He stares, at beautiful girls-that's not me
He hugs, other people before getting lost in convorsation- that convorsation is never with me.
He cares, that care isn't for me.
He abuses substance, not with me.
He dreams, not about me.
He says bye, sometimes to me.
I wait for the day he's lost with me