I am very close to leaving here in a few days and going back to Germany, and then off to Albuquerque and my KittenBot on 8 December to be married to the woman of my dreams! I can't believe it's been a year already! This time last year I didn't know any of you wonderful people and my life was so much different and less substantial. I have never had so much to look forward too as I do right now or have I had as many people in my Life that I love or love me as much as I do right now!
This is an exert from my last blog that kinda wraps my year hear up in a nutshell:
We have done wonderful things here and given these people such hope and great new starts. I have seen what this country was before the great American War Machine, the Mighty Empire if you will, was like. This was a place of pain and despair. This was a country ruled by fear and conquest and corruption gained by the sweat and blood of destroying your brother's will to open his eyes and reach for the sun. I have seen the utter pain and the desperate want of right and hope. Maybe I take too much of this personally but I can't sit here and think that all of this was fought and gained with nothing. That the 2 years I have given my sanity and my friends lives and tears and screams into the night was for nothing?! No! Fuck that, we did do good here dammit. We stopped one tyrant from spreading his inky stain degradation any longer than he could.
That's pretty much all I have to say about that *insert Forrest Gump voice*!
I am just so excited to be starting a new life with the most wonderful and perfect woman, the kind of woman that makes me WANT to be a better man, not just be what she says she wants to placate her. She is so perfect for me, and I say for me because if she was perfect for everyone I wouldn't have her! But in my eyes there is no one woman that can out shine my one true love, my best friend and true equal in everything. No matter what differences we have, they only complement us and make us stronger. She turns me on like no other, not only physically but emotionally and spiritually too. We are so connected on so many levels that being truly separated from her would be like my heart being permanently separated from my body. I will spend the rest of my days knowing that no matter what I am the happiest man ever, and I was able to make the most wonderful woman ever happy too. I love you Kitten!!
This is an exert from my last blog that kinda wraps my year hear up in a nutshell:
We have done wonderful things here and given these people such hope and great new starts. I have seen what this country was before the great American War Machine, the Mighty Empire if you will, was like. This was a place of pain and despair. This was a country ruled by fear and conquest and corruption gained by the sweat and blood of destroying your brother's will to open his eyes and reach for the sun. I have seen the utter pain and the desperate want of right and hope. Maybe I take too much of this personally but I can't sit here and think that all of this was fought and gained with nothing. That the 2 years I have given my sanity and my friends lives and tears and screams into the night was for nothing?! No! Fuck that, we did do good here dammit. We stopped one tyrant from spreading his inky stain degradation any longer than he could.
That's pretty much all I have to say about that *insert Forrest Gump voice*!
I am just so excited to be starting a new life with the most wonderful and perfect woman, the kind of woman that makes me WANT to be a better man, not just be what she says she wants to placate her. She is so perfect for me, and I say for me because if she was perfect for everyone I wouldn't have her! But in my eyes there is no one woman that can out shine my one true love, my best friend and true equal in everything. No matter what differences we have, they only complement us and make us stronger. She turns me on like no other, not only physically but emotionally and spiritually too. We are so connected on so many levels that being truly separated from her would be like my heart being permanently separated from my body. I will spend the rest of my days knowing that no matter what I am the happiest man ever, and I was able to make the most wonderful woman ever happy too. I love you Kitten!!
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