Thursday Jan 26, 2006

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Well, I went to see an honest-to-god psychiatrist today. It's been a long time coming. She prescribed me zoloft (a low dose to start) after a very lengthy chat about my mother, my childhood, my anxiety and the fact that I haven't been happy for two years.

I'm very optimistic.

Man am I glad I bought a brita water filter. Mmm, water.

I'm so tired,...
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inkcasualty:
it's been a month...are they helping you? I'm curious.
mattscope:
Clean water... it's a blessing.

Sunday Dec 18, 2005

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Dear CHRIST, I go home on Tuesday at around 5 and I couldn't be happier. However, between now and then, I have to finish this take-home exam, write about three more papers for this class (one four-page and two one-page), another women's studies paper, and another shakespeare paper. Then when I get home I have to finish up another longer essay for my theater crit...
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qato:
thank you thank you. now i'm all warm and fuzzy inside and out.
qato:
lord have mercy! so many papers. just pretend you're nabokov and the hand will write unceasingly.

Thursday Dec 08, 2005

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Avoiding homework. A very, very large amount of homework, actually. But I'm very good at ignoring responsibility, hoo yes.

Drinking some iced tea (too sweetened... alas) and thinking about things. My life has been a combination of horrendous, and more horrendous, and full of hope for the future.

Of import:

- My boyfriend is a sociopath, or at least has very prominent tendencies.

Oh dear....
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Thursday Nov 17, 2005

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Because I am actually not a moping bum, here is what makes me happy today (or will make me happy shortly):

1. Fudge that my suitemate left out for nibblers like myself
2. My Shakespeare teacher awkwardly being nice to me after class
3. Thanksgiving break in six days!
4. The fact that after I finally finish this fucking paper, I will only have one...
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papaspank:
pack it up pack it in, it's time for the end to begin. if ya wanna chat you can mail me at: freedomtoobey@hotmail.com or if you wanna check me out: http://www.myspace.com/papaspank
sophie:
the ninja character is my cklarock. isn't that funny! you have to come over if you're ever in lawrence!

are you almost done with this semester? tell me yes! tell me you're going to have an excellent winter break?!

Sunday Nov 13, 2005

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Utah was amazing, as I knew it would be. Things have been stressful lately, but I feel like a huge weight has just been lifted from my shoulders. I'm changing my major. I have given this a lot of thought. Theater is no longer fun when your academic integrity/ future career depends on it. I'm not going to give up performing, I just don't want...
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Friday Nov 04, 2005

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And I'm off to Utah to attend the largest party of my young life.
Somehow those two things don't really mesh in my head.
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johnclement:
Strikes me as a bit of a contradiction.
Hope you had fun.
lotus:
haha.
I love your username. Teapots are the best.

Monday Oct 24, 2005

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Hahah... oh lord.

So, when I'm in a relationship, could every other person I could possibly ever be romantically interested in maybe... become invisible for a while? Thanks.

Thursday Oct 20, 2005

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Aww, thank you guys for the birthday wishes! I had so much love coming my way yesterday, I was completely overwhelmed. But in a good way. My friends decorated my room while I was at rehearsal and when I returned there were reeses cups all over my desk, balloons all over my floor, streamers all over my cieling and a giant happy birthday balloon (seriously,...
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Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

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The show I'm auditioning for on Monday requires me to sing bluegrass.

I'll let you know how well THAT goes.
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papaspank:
Happy birthday!

also.
hope the singing went well
eightsenuf:
Happy Birthday!
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