38 days
Today is Wednesday, September.09/09 and another shit day.. Our truck was in the shop for fire damage.. that was fine because insurance was covering it. Yesterday we get a call saying our back brake seals are leaking and need replacing.. almost $400.00 to do so, we're broke as it is.. paying for a trailer that was burnt to the ground, plus rebuying everything we lost in the fire.. Then today my hubby goes to get the truck and a key we had got for the truck that cost us almost $400.00 they decided not to replace, fuck them man.. life is shit for us right now, money is tight.. when will it pick up? Only plus thing going on right now is we're buying a house and moving into it October.17th which is in 28 days and it can't come soon enough.
Right now we're living in the basement at my Grandparents which wasn't too bad because they were gone 5 days out of the week camping, but now camping season is over so they're here full time and in my hair about everything. My Grandfather is old fashion, strict, an ass and he is making my stress worse.
I suffer from depression and i'm on a new medication where it's not good to take your anti depressants with them, so i'm trying to get off them.. I don't think it's working much, but i'm going to keep pushing because i'm sick of the anti depressants making me feel dead with no emotions and no feelings and being a mom, I don't think that's right to my child... So everyone, the count down is on to me finally getting some of my sanity back.. 38 days!!! Hurry October.17th and get here, give me this.. I think I deserve it.
Today is Wednesday, September.09/09 and another shit day.. Our truck was in the shop for fire damage.. that was fine because insurance was covering it. Yesterday we get a call saying our back brake seals are leaking and need replacing.. almost $400.00 to do so, we're broke as it is.. paying for a trailer that was burnt to the ground, plus rebuying everything we lost in the fire.. Then today my hubby goes to get the truck and a key we had got for the truck that cost us almost $400.00 they decided not to replace, fuck them man.. life is shit for us right now, money is tight.. when will it pick up? Only plus thing going on right now is we're buying a house and moving into it October.17th which is in 28 days and it can't come soon enough.
Right now we're living in the basement at my Grandparents which wasn't too bad because they were gone 5 days out of the week camping, but now camping season is over so they're here full time and in my hair about everything. My Grandfather is old fashion, strict, an ass and he is making my stress worse.
I suffer from depression and i'm on a new medication where it's not good to take your anti depressants with them, so i'm trying to get off them.. I don't think it's working much, but i'm going to keep pushing because i'm sick of the anti depressants making me feel dead with no emotions and no feelings and being a mom, I don't think that's right to my child... So everyone, the count down is on to me finally getting some of my sanity back.. 38 days!!! Hurry October.17th and get here, give me this.. I think I deserve it.
maryjay:
You can come over ...I would love someone to hang out with.