so the new house is going well,
but the boy situation isnt, so meh at that, i felt too pressured, and after 1 week he expected so much from me, and the more he wanted the more i backed away.. so hmm at that.
I find it so hard to meet the good guys, where are they!
oh well i kinda like being alone at...
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but the boy situation isnt, so meh at that, i felt too pressured, and after 1 week he expected so much from me, and the more he wanted the more i backed away.. so hmm at that.
I find it so hard to meet the good guys, where are they!
oh well i kinda like being alone at...
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wooo
I am back!
i moved house last Friday, then the phone line didnt work until today! so finally I am back
the new house is great i love it heaps, and my room rocks.. mm new house
also starting seeing a new boy this week, which is working out nicely
umm went to NiN last Friday, it rocked cept they didnt play an encore...
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I am back!
i moved house last Friday, then the phone line didnt work until today! so finally I am back
the new house is great i love it heaps, and my room rocks.. mm new house
also starting seeing a new boy this week, which is working out nicely
umm went to NiN last Friday, it rocked cept they didnt play an encore...
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chilli:
I wanna move so badly, but it's such a big drama to do so.
Glad to hear you're settling in well
Glad to hear you're settling in well
drox:
a new house and new man. thats unreal
soo,
I am OK.
i am actually quite happy today,
so far i have only cried on Monday, and thast cus i was talking to a friend about it and just got a bit down about it all and lonely
but yeah
I am moving into the most beautiful house in St peters in 2 weeks, and its so awesome, the house is seriously amazing.....
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I am OK.
i am actually quite happy today,
so far i have only cried on Monday, and thast cus i was talking to a friend about it and just got a bit down about it all and lonely
but yeah
I am moving into the most beautiful house in St peters in 2 weeks, and its so awesome, the house is seriously amazing.....
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aaronsrod:
I couldn't help myself sorry 
but the suspence was killing me so I caved and posted
Welcome back Lolly and Farewell Rocketter Hookup
I hope this works for you cheers mate
but the suspence was killing me so I caved and posted
Welcome back Lolly and Farewell Rocketter Hookup
I hope this works for you cheers mate
barry_anthony:
Love ya new house
xoxo
B.....
xoxo
B.....
blahblahblah
to cut a long story short, (actually the story is quite long)
I met up with C this morning.
He was 30 mins latre even tho where we were meeting was like 30 secs across the road from his house.
He didnt say hardly anything to me and questioned what the point of this was, i said i wanted answer, i wanted to know...
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to cut a long story short, (actually the story is quite long)
I met up with C this morning.
He was 30 mins latre even tho where we were meeting was like 30 secs across the road from his house.
He didnt say hardly anything to me and questioned what the point of this was, i said i wanted answer, i wanted to know...
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minceir:
Good thing about crying it releases stress, Just give yourself time and don't rush into any other relationship, until you are more independant for yourself. and keep on smiling it is a brand new day. 
minceir:
If a bloke is a dick, what is a woman? 
so
he finally agreed to meet up (or so it seemed)
Saturday we were meant to meet up, he rang me when he said he would, and said he wanted to go home and do housework and then he would meet up with me later on then he rings me in the afternoon and says oh im doing housework still and im going out to...
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he finally agreed to meet up (or so it seemed)
Saturday we were meant to meet up, he rang me when he said he would, and said he wanted to go home and do housework and then he would meet up with me later on then he rings me in the afternoon and says oh im doing housework still and im going out to...
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rubyred:
guys just dont use their heads. thing is, if you nark up at them they run even further. im going thru it now 
DONT CALL OR SEND ANYMORE MESSAGES!!!!!!!!!!! let him come to you and if he doesnt he isnt worth it
[Edited on Aug 04, 2005 4:13PM]
DONT CALL OR SEND ANYMORE MESSAGES!!!!!!!!!!! let him come to you and if he doesnt he isnt worth it
[Edited on Aug 04, 2005 4:13PM]
pottsie:
cut the fucker off! do it!!
go away somewhere for a weekend or afternoon and get some perspective. or rent swingers and watch with a close friend and some cheap wine (that last one is my solution to all relationship problems.)
seriously, just cut him out for at least a fortnight, there's no rush if you really are going to get it back on, what's a fortnight?? just concentrate on the other things in your life for awhile and put him on the back burner. i've been in this situation very recently and ya gotta suck it up, make a pledge to not contact them, and when you've gone a few days everything will look different.
i promise
go away somewhere for a weekend or afternoon and get some perspective. or rent swingers and watch with a close friend and some cheap wine (that last one is my solution to all relationship problems.)
seriously, just cut him out for at least a fortnight, there's no rush if you really are going to get it back on, what's a fortnight?? just concentrate on the other things in your life for awhile and put him on the back burner. i've been in this situation very recently and ya gotta suck it up, make a pledge to not contact them, and when you've gone a few days everything will look different.
i promise
today was a crap day,
i missed him heaps, and there was heaps of times during the day when i just wished i could tell him stuff, but then realised that i couldnt..
i feel like a ping pong ball with my moods up and down constantly, im trying to stay positive and be happy, but at the same time i really miss him
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i missed him heaps, and there was heaps of times during the day when i just wished i could tell him stuff, but then realised that i couldnt..
i feel like a ping pong ball with my moods up and down constantly, im trying to stay positive and be happy, but at the same time i really miss him
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tahliana:
aww hun heres a big virtual hug for you *******************, miss you guys, hope your going well, hear you and S are talking, made me smile, things are looking up. xoxoox
barry_anthony:
Hey sweetness, Ok, dinner on Friday night, ive got other things on with a few other people on most of the nights till then so hows Friday evening sound?
Thanks for Sunday, was nice
xoxo Ciao
B.....
Thanks for Sunday, was nice
xoxo Ciao
B.....
so Im feeling happier, i dont deal with conflict or unresolved issues very well and usuallyit involves me thinking and thinking and my mind racing until i can sort it out.
So I sent him an email syaing i thought it was lame that we broke up via email, and blahblah anyway we have decided to meet up in a few days and discuss our...
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So I sent him an email syaing i thought it was lame that we broke up via email, and blahblah anyway we have decided to meet up in a few days and discuss our...
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lurch83:
me thinks karra is actually strong enough to deal with it. me thinks that once you get hit with your moment of clarity you just get it. me thinks that it's good to see you composed and shit. and me really thinks it's good that you write down what you need to say.
me thinks too much. you will be fine.
cheerio
me thinks too much. you will be fine.
cheerio
pottsie:
good luck with the meet up. don't let him get away without telling you what he feels. don't settle for anything less... i've been in that situation before and something good came out of it, so you might be lucky.
so after the boy ignoring my calls/msgs for the past 4 days for no real reason, by yesterday/today i was quite angry about it
finally he decided to email me, then the email fight began, and i really let him have it because i was so angry and pissed off that he could act like that towards me and just treat me with no respect...
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finally he decided to email me, then the email fight began, and i really let him have it because i was so angry and pissed off that he could act like that towards me and just treat me with no respect...
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minceir:
I will send a big hug hug over for you. 
barry_anthony:
Fuck my memory is bad.
I only now remember that i asked if you'd be my GF and you said yes.
??
Or did i ask you to be my GF just for that day?
Hmmm/?
See ya when i get back ,
xoxo
B.....
I only now remember that i asked if you'd be my GF and you said yes.
??
Or did i ask you to be my GF just for that day?
Hmmm/?
See ya when i get back ,
xoxo
B.....
boys = bullshit
and i keep asking myself, why do i stand for it or keep going back for more
me = sucker.,
and i keep asking myself, why do i stand for it or keep going back for more
me = sucker.,
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livingdeadkirst:
hell yeh bring on the cold in sydney! i'm sssoooo excited. wish it was the end of the year now so i could be there
minceir:
Your back, did not think you had enough money.
things are looking up
my time away was needed and i have got my head back now.. feeling much better and managed to sort things out with the boy and my friend..
not much to say cept brisbane was so nice and sunny and warm and rocky loved it there, and i have to back to work on monday and that bites
my time away was needed and i have got my head back now.. feeling much better and managed to sort things out with the boy and my friend..
not much to say cept brisbane was so nice and sunny and warm and rocky loved it there, and i have to back to work on monday and that bites
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barry_anthony:
Hey,
Dinner?
xoxo
B.....
Dinner?
xoxo
B.....
rubyred:
move to brissie babe!!! always friendly here glad to hear youre feeling better though xx
glad to hear youre feeling better though xxim sad
but i suppose you wouldnt have to be too smart to notice that
today i cried most of the day at work & last night i cried most of the early night.
Broke up with bf, due to me being depressed most of the time and then i dont talk to him & dont know how to act cus i know he gets...
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chilli:
I just spent my entire weeks wages on latex and boots. *doh*
endquire:
I am very happy for you. I wish you the best always. Life is tenuous and fragile. All that matters is what is important to you in your life. The people who love you for you no matter what. Most importantly living the life that you want to live by the rules you choose for yourself. Just be happy, people get too wrapped up in this imaginary world and forget that everything could be gone tomorrow.
well my b'day was good.. i dont wantto go into much detail about the week cus i might get sad due to some ppl's selfishness
anyway
today is a good day i am happy and i think i will go to osycraft tonight (with live guitar)
hope everyone is well
anyway
today is a good day i am happy and i think i will go to osycraft tonight (with live guitar)
hope everyone is well
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merchbitch:
maybe go to a smaller independant video store instead of the multi-nats...
hope your weekend has been a joy.
hope your weekend has been a joy.
helly:
hope you are well and stuff... glad you had a good bday
xoxo
B.....