first of all, this picture is from halloween of last year. i was some kind of sadistic clown/the joker (my coworker was batman, so i decided to match with her.)
amillahhighlife and i hung out yesterday at my bar, where i got drunk for free because louis my bartender loves me and has a heavy hand. i kept getting gin surprises, and he made me two french 75s, a bee's knees, a gin gimlet and finally, a martini. i don't abuse the privilege of visiting louis often, because he never lets me pay even when i want to, and won't even accept a tip from me. except i gave him my number, drunk as hell. hmmmm, let's see how this works out...awkward city
and it's my birthday! i bought myself a birthday present...a white on white red sox fitted from new era...
and finally, my best friend and "big brother" in israel sent me my first and most touching birthday message. i'm not going to repost it because it was a little private, but he made me cry. he made me realize how much i have forced myself to change in the last few months, and that i'm not the same person he remembers, and that i need to be that person again. he told me to "never stop smiling", which is true, when we used to work together, i would always be the one smiling and laughing no matter what, and now, i'm this dour, moody cunt.
time for the drama llama in t-minus 15 hours.
As for the guy making you cry, don't get upset....he's just seeing things in his perspective. I'll tell you this, no person is the same after a few months. People change all the time, there will be down cycles as there is up cycles. You will be all right, no matter what they say. And hey, people told me I'll never make it....and I proved them wrong.
Enjoy your birthday weekend!