About a boy
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So if you look waaaay back in my blog (Sept. 26th. I looked it up for you) you will notice an entry talking about wrestling and a boy.
Now this boy has proven himself to be the most random by in the entire world. I have not mentioned him since September because he confuses the hell out of me and until recently I have not really thought there was a futre with this guy.
He will disappear for days or weeks at a time and then pop back into my life as if no time has passed what-so-ever. and is confused if I am upset about it.
Upon further investigation (just chatting with people) turns out this is just the way he is. Never returns phone calls to anyone and when he gets focused on wrestling he can vanish.
Ok.. fair enough.. I can vanish on occasion too when I get super wrestling focused.
Since August (when we first hung out) we have seen each other off and on. When he was in Colorado for training camp or at tournaments (He lives in Oklahoma).
He says he likes me a lot.. blah bah.. I obviously like him (or would have told him to kick rocks ages ago). At Nationals we hung out and have been taking more consistently since then.
Joking around one night (like a month ago) he said something like; don't go talking to a bunch of guys now; I am selfish and will have to come kick your ass. (side note to say he was completely joking about the violence; we are wrestlers remember.. it always comes down to ass kicking.. even when it will never happen) I told him he couldn't be mad about me talking to other guys unless I was his girlfriend. To which he responded.."in time"
(You can bet I racked my brain trying to figure out what the hell that meant)
Anyway; yesterday Kristie and I are spending some quality time in the sauna (because it's weight cutting time) and she goes.. "have you talked to homeboy lately" I talked to him Saturday; why? "Because his myspace now says he is in a relationship; and I got all excited but then I saw your's still said single"
So.. we decided there are a couple possibilities:
A: Tyrone is an awesome person and I now have a boyfriend
B Tyrone is a sucky person and now has a girlfriend that is not me.
C HE accidentally hit a button somewhere and doesn't realize a switch has been made
From talking to him and plans we have made it would seem logical that if he is in a relationship it is with me. But.. as we all know my track record I don't want to assume anything. And shouldn't I know if I am now in a relationship? And how does one go about clearing this up? DAMN \YOU MYSPACE The whole thing is quite confusing to me. Any insight from my dear guy friends?
Ugh
anyway.. off to work out.
Weigh ins are Friday; I was 2.1 kilos over this morning (a little less then 5 lbs)
I think that is too low for me right now. So I ate a turkey sandwich and a smoothie; probably back up to 3, 3.5 kilos. I like to cut a kilo the day before weigh ins and .5- 1 kilo the day of.
Kisses for everyone
Taban
i mean you two are friends right? you should be able to ask him.