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Wednesday Feb 26, 2003

Feb 26, 2003
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Have you ever had one of those days when you've taken as much as you can? Days when you have reached your breaking point. I think today is that day for me. I have so much turmoil in my life, and I've tried to be positive, but enough is enough. I hate this world and I hate my life. I don't know why I am here. I don't know why I roam this earth and take the shit it repeatedly gives me. I wonder what I did to deserve the life I have lead. Why do the people and things that I love constantly get taken away from me? Why has my life been one fuck-up after another? Why does everything good I try to do go terribly bad? Is it possible for something good to happen to me? NO! Why you might wonder? Because the universe hates me. Matter of fact I cannot think of one person who gives a shit whether I'm alive or dead. Is there even one person or thing in this world that will have anything to do with me if I don't return the favor. I have never had a single true friend in my 27 years of existence. What did I do to deserve this hell I call life? Why am I such an outcast in the world? Why am I even writing this journal? No ones going to read it anyway. I shouldn't care, but I do for some reason. All I ever wanted in life was to be accepted,but I cannot even have that. AND here I sit with a bachelors degree in psychology and I can't even help myself. There is no hope in my life , so I might as well just give up and stop trying to be happy. Life sucks and then you die.
faith:
My God, you must be an amazing person for the universe to single you out and hate you... Can you tell me your secret? Was it that your family were freaks? No, Can't be that because mine are case book freaks and even locked up (..I hope..) I don't know really because I haven't been in contact with then in year.......Anyway, people do read this journal, as a matter of fact some of them even write in it, with no help from you. Beacuse afterall, life sucks and then you die, so why welcome positive people into your life? As a matter of fact why don't you just sit there and complain about being alone with your sign stating I BITE wondering why noone will come near you....well here on the internet you are defanged, and I have come to rip the signs out of your hands and tell you to knock it the fuck off because you are too smart to waste the brain cells... It's us against them baby, and we need you, so climb out of your sleeping bag and turn off your night~light off and get moving. I promise we will win.
{{{hugs}}}
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