Hello! Well I am finally back home from the road.I don't like traveling, but I'll do it for the money. 
I got to see a lot of Texas and a little bit of New Mexico. I am super tired. I wasn't prepared for two straight weeks of driving from site location to site location. My old job made me soft. 
I got home at 4...
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I got to see a lot of Texas and a little bit of New Mexico. I am super tired. I wasn't prepared for two straight weeks of driving from site location to site location. My old job made me soft. I got home at 4... Read More
opahl:
Happy birthday.
Howdy!!! How's everyone doing today? I'm doing good, Thanks for asking. Not a lot happening here in the Great State of Oklahoma.Still happy about my new job. Can't wait till Tuesday when I start. I could ramble on for hours about how happy I am, but I won't. Instead I'll just drone on about frivolous things. I need a girlfriend. Even though I won't have...
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faith:
Well tomorrow is the big day. I just thought I'd drop by and wish you well the night before.
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Got a new job friday. YES!!!!!!!!! $1,000.00 a month increase,but I'll be on the road 5 to 6 days a week. I hate traveling work, but I do love the money. Money is everything these days. Don't you think? Oh well, I though when I quit doing oil field work 5 years ago that I would never go back.But the lure of the money brought...
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faith:
Congradulations on the job....and you are so right about not letting certain things rule your life, I need to concentrate on that more and stop my dwelling but you sir can no longer believe the world is against you after landing a great job. Things are looking up, mark my words....
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Its a beautiful day in the neighborhood and I'm bored.I realized that I'm lazy and that's why I feel sorry for myself.Well no more. I'm going to have a positive outlook on life even if it kills me.Now to get started on my 12 step program.
1. Stop being lazy.
2. Get out of house more often.
3.Meet people.
4.Once I've met them, make friends....
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1. Stop being lazy.
2. Get out of house more often.
3.Meet people.
4.Once I've met them, make friends....
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nonservium:
Wow...Dr. Phil would be proud. Unfortunately people are lazy for a reason- it works for them. Hard work often pays off after time, but laziness always pays off now. Even with the best of intentions and a good 12 step program, everybody has a high rate of recidivism.
My suggestion is get a partner to help you stay on track. Everything is easier and more fun when you are doing it with someone else. Especially step 5
My suggestion is get a partner to help you stay on track. Everything is easier and more fun when you are doing it with someone else. Especially step 5
Hello............................ Hey, how's it going ? Not much happening here. Feeling sorry for myself , so I thought I might just drink myself silly.It's not working. I can't even do that right.Oh well, at least I'm enjoying it. A wise man once told me that drinking by yourself was a sign of alcoholism. HI! MY NAME IS JERRY AND I HAVE A PROBLEM............ 
Anyways....Where was...
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Well it's 10:30 p.m and I'm wide awake. I torn some ligaments loose in my shoulder and possibly ruptured a disc in my neck.So I have been doped up and sleeping for the last 16 hours. Now that it's time to go to sleep, I'm not even tired. I'm going to be a zombie at work tomorrow if don't at least sleep a little tonight....
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Where had I heard this wind before
Change like this to a deeper roar?
What would it take my standing there for,
Holding open a restive door,
Looking downhill to a frothy shore?
Summer was past and day was past.
Sombre clouds in the west were massed.
Out in the porch's sagging floor,
Leaves got up in a coil and hissed,
Blindly struck at my...
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Change like this to a deeper roar?
What would it take my standing there for,
Holding open a restive door,
Looking downhill to a frothy shore?
Summer was past and day was past.
Sombre clouds in the west were massed.
Out in the porch's sagging floor,
Leaves got up in a coil and hissed,
Blindly struck at my...
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kojo:
I really felt those words. Sometimes I question whether or not God heres me. I read your journal, and I can say that I have been in a place similar to your own, but not the same- since each life is unique in terms of experience. I really do not know what to say...simply do not give up on yourself..your are not alone,man...you have something of value that you will bring to this world..just don't give up...I've experienced Oklahoma winters (born in Norman) and they are not the most pleasant experiences...I'm not sure what compelled me to write in your journal..I'm not perfect and I go through the same struggles everyday. I read about your most heart breaking experience. It got to me, and I'm sorry it happened to you. Do not give up on yourself so easily. Yes, life is fragile..and we do die..but do not freely give it up..sorry for rambling..but just know you have a friend here
It's friday night in the big town of tuttle. Already cruised sonic, so I've done all there is to do tonight.It must be wonderful to live in a place where ther are things to go do. Don't get me wrong, I like the peace and quiet and absolute tranquillity here in the country, but there's not a lot to do.No bars,clubs,or anything under an hour...
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Well I'm out of my " FUNK " finally. 
I regress into a " FUNK " every year at this time. It's my time to vent and mourn a special love I lost five years ago. Have you ever lost someone so special to you that you felt life couldn't go on without them? It really makes you realize how fragile ones life really is...
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I regress into a " FUNK " every year at this time. It's my time to vent and mourn a special love I lost five years ago. Have you ever lost someone so special to you that you felt life couldn't go on without them? It really makes you realize how fragile ones life really is... Read More
sevrum:
I think that weather wise you're not too bad off. I live in the frigid North (Alberta, Canada). We're in the middle of a cold snap here (a week and counting or so.)
It's supposed to get down to around -35 to -40 tonight (celcius) which is a good temp to convert, as the fahrenheit and celcius scales meet at -40 if I remember correctly ( ie -40 F = -40 C) damn cold.
Glad to hear you're coming out of you funk.
It's supposed to get down to around -35 to -40 tonight (celcius) which is a good temp to convert, as the fahrenheit and celcius scales meet at -40 if I remember correctly ( ie -40 F = -40 C) damn cold.
Glad to hear you're coming out of you funk.
sevrum:
Nice choices of favorites by the way, esp maggie...
Have you ever had one of those days when you've taken as much as you can? Days when you have reached your breaking point. I think today is that day for me. I have so much turmoil in my life, and I've tried to be positive, but enough is enough. I hate this world and I hate my life. I don't know why I am...
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faith:
My God, you must be an amazing person for the universe to single you out and hate you... Can you tell me your secret? Was it that your family were freaks? No, Can't be that because mine are case book freaks and even locked up (..I hope..) I don't know really because I haven't been in contact with then in year.......Anyway, people do read this journal, as a matter of fact some of them even write in it, with no help from you. Beacuse afterall, life sucks and then you die, so why welcome positive people into your life? As a matter of fact why don't you just sit there and complain about being alone with your sign stating I BITE wondering why noone will come near you....well here on the internet you are defanged, and I have come to rip the signs out of your hands and tell you to knock it the fuck off because you are too smart to waste the brain cells... It's us against them baby, and we need you, so climb out of your sleeping bag and turn off your night~light off and get moving. I promise we will win.
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Well it's another cold,snowy,dreary day. 
Not a lot is happening. Stuck in the same old rut of sleeping and working. Not much else to do around here. Life anymore just seems meaningless. 
But you just have to suck it up and move on. That's all we can do. 
Not a lot is happening. Stuck in the same old rut of sleeping and working. Not much else to do around here. Life anymore just seems meaningless. But you just have to suck it up and move on. That's all we can do. Well it's still snowing and 8 degrees outside, so not much to do. The bad thing is that it's supposed to do this all week. Will spring ever get here? If it doesn't hurry i think I'll go nuts. Oh well.
morgan:
hey, i WANTED people to stereotype when they answered that one question. I liked your answer, too