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gemma keeps becoming colder and colder towards me... i know she has a lot of stress in her life, but i feel like she uses it as an excuse to talk down to me. she commented this morning on how we cant survive unless she keeps her job, and keeps telling me that im amounting to nothing in life because i dont make as much money as she does.

soon she will have something to be mad about, when im not here anymore.....

i recorded the following after i got home from karaoke monday night, it is the first of many audio journal entries
For Me