so it looks like i'll be graduating after all. i just have to reschedule all of my finals, which is going to be crazy hard but i'll find a way.i popped in to school to chat with the student adviser about it all, and was lucky enough to get to see most of the guys there before they all headed to class. it seems like everyone actually missed me 
a pleasant surprise. everyone was being so kind and asking how i was doing, holding doors open for me, and i even got had two guys offer to hold my stuff for me. how sweet 
unfortunately, a few guys knew about my one day in rehab, and so now everyone thinks that my stay in the hospital was related to the rehab. which is very far from the truth. but i can't just be like, "no i was in the hospital cuz i have a chronic disease". that's getting a little too personal. and the fact that my arms have bruises all over them just makes me look even more like a druggie. so i am just not even fighting the rumors. this is my last week at school, and i don't give a shit what people say. i'm a damn good student. being the only female in that school means that from day one i was put on a different pedestal then everyone else. i just chose to kick ass instead of let it get to me.
in other news, had to get my car towed yesterday. the battery died. i got a friend over to jump it. poor guy had no idea what he was doing... thank goodness my daddy taught me a thing or two on how to handle a car
everytime i'd start the car, the lights and shit would go on but the engine wouldn't turn. just clicked and clacked and sounded like death. my friend was like.. dude i think you're engine is dead. i was like... erm.... no.... it's the battery ya wrinkle tits! it's a good 5 years old, the average shelf life. i should have gotten a new one when i did an oil change last month. stupid me! so... the battery was just so far gone it wouldn't hold a charge AT ALL! so i got it towed. which was crazy hard due to the massive snow fall and everyone driving like idiots and getting their cars fucked up. got a new battery... etc. etc. etc. crazy night.
the snow is positively beautiful but it makes me look even more pale.... 
today is the first day since i got sick that i was able to look at myself and not hate what i see.
a pleasant surprise. everyone was being so kind and asking how i was doing, holding doors open for me, and i even got had two guys offer to hold my stuff for me. how sweet unfortunately, a few guys knew about my one day in rehab, and so now everyone thinks that my stay in the hospital was related to the rehab. which is very far from the truth. but i can't just be like, "no i was in the hospital cuz i have a chronic disease". that's getting a little too personal. and the fact that my arms have bruises all over them just makes me look even more like a druggie. so i am just not even fighting the rumors. this is my last week at school, and i don't give a shit what people say. i'm a damn good student. being the only female in that school means that from day one i was put on a different pedestal then everyone else. i just chose to kick ass instead of let it get to me.
in other news, had to get my car towed yesterday. the battery died. i got a friend over to jump it. poor guy had no idea what he was doing... thank goodness my daddy taught me a thing or two on how to handle a car
everytime i'd start the car, the lights and shit would go on but the engine wouldn't turn. just clicked and clacked and sounded like death. my friend was like.. dude i think you're engine is dead. i was like... erm.... no.... it's the battery ya wrinkle tits! it's a good 5 years old, the average shelf life. i should have gotten a new one when i did an oil change last month. stupid me! so... the battery was just so far gone it wouldn't hold a charge AT ALL! so i got it towed. which was crazy hard due to the massive snow fall and everyone driving like idiots and getting their cars fucked up. got a new battery... etc. etc. etc. crazy night.the snow is positively beautiful
but it makes me look even more pale.... today is the first day since i got sick that i was able to look at myself and not hate what i see.
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good luck on your finals
YAY YOU GET TO GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!