Okay, I'm gonna roll up my sleeves and attempt some positive energy... Ha!
I actually left the house today to do something that didn't involve Jeff, anywhere where Jeff might be, and no people who know Jeff.
Well, at first it was like pulling teeth to get me to go, but I promised so of course I did. And I was so out of my element, geez, I couldn't even put on makeup. But I went to a hotel and my friend had makeup and she made me do it. I got some good male validation, but nothing I'll feel bad about tomorrow. I saw a bunch of old friends and got lots and lots of hugs. Someone talked me into eating half a bagel, the first substantial food I have had in 3 days. And god bless 420! By midnight, I was ready for a cheeseburger from Tommies! Yay! I had a good time!
I'm gonna go out again tomorrow and actually put on a slinky dress and dance or something. Reference: The Good Life by Weezer. Maybe I'll even put on stripper shoes ... tall shoes ALWAYS make me feel better.
Well, off to find the bong and then peaceful dreams. I choose to live!
Love to you!
Suzy
I actually left the house today to do something that didn't involve Jeff, anywhere where Jeff might be, and no people who know Jeff.
Well, at first it was like pulling teeth to get me to go, but I promised so of course I did. And I was so out of my element, geez, I couldn't even put on makeup. But I went to a hotel and my friend had makeup and she made me do it. I got some good male validation, but nothing I'll feel bad about tomorrow. I saw a bunch of old friends and got lots and lots of hugs. Someone talked me into eating half a bagel, the first substantial food I have had in 3 days. And god bless 420! By midnight, I was ready for a cheeseburger from Tommies! Yay! I had a good time!
I'm gonna go out again tomorrow and actually put on a slinky dress and dance or something. Reference: The Good Life by Weezer. Maybe I'll even put on stripper shoes ... tall shoes ALWAYS make me feel better.
Well, off to find the bong and then peaceful dreams. I choose to live!
Love to you!
Suzy
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Thanks for your reply about Russ Meyers. I've only seen his "early" stuff (1958 to mid '70s), so I can't comment on the later porno's. I'm not into hard-core. A little mystery goes a long way!
I taped a lot of Meyers' films when it aired before. But where these clips are, I'm not sure, or else I'd offer you some dubs.
I've been visiting L.A. at least once a year every year since 1996, mainly to attend Glamourcon shows (http://www.glamourcon.com) and for some R&R. I'm also a bit of a sci-fi geek myself, and hope to attend the San Diego Comicon one year.
Have fun tonight! And make that natural boobilage work for you!
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