fucking bills. it would be ok if the stupid computer would let me pay them, but nope, it wont. so now i'ts going to be my fault that they aren't paid on time, even though i dont recieve a paper bill and their system is fucked up. grrs. i have an hour to kill before my next class still. i dont want to go. i forgot my book. but i really can't miss it. i've already missed too many. i'm still getting an a, but whatever. i feel huge today. icky. i dont think this whole staying with my sister in law thing is very good for weight control. i gained 5 lbs or so last week from her house, and i'll probably gain the same this time. today i'll be super busy though, so that should help. the fact that i dont have any cash and wisely left my cards at home should help too. that's 14 hours where i'll be incapable of getting food, so yeah. i need to find a good tat for my leg, but it's not working out too well. i spent over an hour searching last night but couldn't find anything. most of the pics that i did find were either too cute or too detailed. i just want a simple black tat of a mermaid! that shouldn't be so hard. ok, yeah. there's a million people in here wanting to use a computer so i think i'll go outside and read until my class starts. bye everybody!
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louisthunter:
Bills make me .
thejuanupsman:
Ahh i miss school. To be able to decide not to go. Between my "real job" and the extra work I do to help out other people and the Pro bono work I do to make me be able to do the other stuff without having to I will probably be putting in 90-100 hours a week for the next six weeks or so. Not to mention I will probably gain weight since I need to work out 1-2 hours a day just to maintain what I weigh now (because I have no damn will power) and I am not gonna have time. Anyway you sound better today than the last time I talked to you. I am happy about that. Well......as happy as I can be all things considered, cuz you know.....my life still sucks.