superstarcsb

jaimie has proved in her latest entry (from another site) that she really is a bitch. it's funny how she said we needed time off, which means we were no longer together. yet, when she finds out i was hanging out with someone else (and NO we didn't have sex!) she has a f*cking cow and says she never wants to see me again. yet she can go and hang out with another boy and that's totally cool. what's the sense in that. i really don't know what to think. all i know is i'll be alone for quite a while. my friend's grandmother passed away so she'll be gone for a week but she's leaving for good in a week or so so i may never get to see her again. no one talks to me anymore online or in person. the downward spiral has finally begun and i can really have a good reason to end it all. this world is cruel and i don't want any part of it.