Wiped out...

so today was my first day back at work after my biopsy. Man what a struggle! I'm usually tough about this kinda stuff (I worked through slipped disk before). I'm just so wiped out today! Crazy!

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mrwaverly:

Sleep is good, and I'm a big fan of it. My idea of paradise would be to simultaneously sleep and read a good book. If you saw some of my badges yesterday, you would have seen how seriously I rate being in the company of Morpheus. Oddly, there are two things I have to do to sleep properly.(1): I have to be on my left side. I cannot sleep deeply any other way. (2): I have to be aligned facing West. Again, I can never sleep properly facing any other direction. So, if I have to get up early for something, I sleep on my right hand side, facing East, and never really sleep at all, just doze, in fits and starts. It has been that way since I was a kid. Weird, isn't it? ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

superbabzy:

Not to me @mrwaverly I never sleep well. Usually in bursts and a couple of hours. Probably why I need so much sleep

Waiting but happier...

ok so an update for those of you are interested. I had my investigation today and it looks like I should be ok. The cells are low grade pre cancerous. The doctor took a biopsy just to make sure. If I require any further treatment I will get an appointment within 6-8 weeks. I'm going with the doctor's verdict however, that it's...
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cyclmn:

Great news.. As always love coming your way...

superbabzy:

Aww thanks @cyclmn I really appreciate it :)

Happy 'Merica day! ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐ŸŽ‡

hey sexy people!

Happy 4th July to all my lovely American friends! I hope you are having a fun long weekend! Have an awesome time and stay safe!

I've had a killer week and am utterly exhausted! Was supposed to work on sat but my boss took pity and told me to take the day off <3 I actually hugged her! It was lovely...
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theatombomb:

Nice!ย  There's nothing like some good sleep!ย  :)

superbabzy:

I can't believe how tired I was @theatombomb I slept sooo much

For you mum โค๏ธ 16 years on and I haven't and won't forget you ๐ŸŒŸ

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superbabzy:

Did you read my blog @mrwaverly ? I can't help being sad today. My dad died 7 years ago in August. I miss them both

mrwaverly:

You must never be ashamed to be sad. Sad is good, so long as you never let it take over. You have possibly heard of the Portuguese term 'Saudade', which has no direct translation, but can be described as 'The love that remains'. Your love for a person close to you will never die, and in some way, that love keeps that lost person alive in your mind. Most of the time, my mum and dad are way off in the back of my mind (probably arguing), but every now and then, something will make me think of them. I know they wouldn't want me to brood on their absence. I have mentioned, on another person's page, the problems I had after mum died; unwarranted feelings of guilt...self doubt, etc. All unfounded, but grief will do that. ย I'm over it now, but I'll never forget them. Never stop loving them. But, as I said, they live on in my memory, and there they don't intrude. But if I want to see them, I know where they are. I don't call on them that often. I know they don't mind. ย Much love, xxxxx

I'm sorry buuuuttt....

I'm sorry but I'm in a crappy mood today and have been for a few days really. There are two reasons. One being I found out last week that I have to go for further tests and possible treatment after an abnormal smear on the 8th July. I'm scared of what they might find.

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zombiebyte:

I'm sure your appointment will be okay *hugs* ย Sorry to hear about your mum :( ย *hugs*ย 

superbabzy:

Fingers crossed @zombiebyte