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I'm in Ft Wayne for the week trying to find a job. So far, not so good.

My computer at home is still totally busted and I probably won't have the internet again until I actually move. Who knows when that will be!

I've been so stressed out lately. Nick moved on the 9th so I missed him a ton of course. I was so lonely and bored while he was gone. My best friend doesn't live here anymore either, so I felt really lonely. I'm also stressed about moving. I haven't found a job, and Nick has been hounding me to get one, which just stresses me out even more. You know the economy is bad when both Barnes & Nobles here in Ft Wayne say they're not hiring and probably won't be for the holidays. All the people who are actually hiring are offering crap hours. The lady who offered to train me to be a bartender never called me back. BUT... I'm supposed to finally meet her on Friday. I hope that all goes through and she can offer me something full time. She's my mom's best friend's cousin. My mom and her friend are coming in to Ft Wayne Friday for other business opportunities but they're still planning on picking me up so I can meet her. Please pray for me that it all works out!

I also have sad news... last Wednesday, October 16, my kitty Angel passed away. She'd had a lot of problems for a while, none of which I's rather get into at the moment. I'm still really sad about it. The week before she passed she was doing SO much better though. I really though she was going to make it that time, but then it all went downhill. She was so quirky and entertaining, and I loved her. I've always been a HUGE animal lover, though. But she'll definitely be missed.

RIP Angel October 16, 2008, 2:55 am.




At least I have some positive stuff in here today. October 9 & 10 my troupe had a belly dance show. It went pretty well. I finally did a SOLO!! I choreographed it myself. and I also made the top of my costume. It took forever but I really like it. I don't have any video recordings of it yet but I'll try some time to get it recorded and posted to here. I know I've been meaning to get a video of me on here dancing for quite some time. I know a bunch of people took pictures but I've only seen a few yet. Ill post what I've seen so far anyways though.

Starting off are some pictures from a show earlier this summer:













and now finally pictures from this past show. too bad they're watermarked but I have gotten the full size images yet.
Dances for a Festive Night











a few pictures from my SOLO!!!
I wish you could see the top I made better. I'll have to get some better pictures on here once I have access to my camera again.
















take a bow!


our instructor, ruby jazayre


The End.



Once I find more pics from the show I'll post them as soon as I can.



Btw... you all NEED TO SEE THIS MOVIE!!!!!
Zeitgeist - The Movie
It's super creepy, but mainly because of how truthful it is.


I love and miss you all. Tell me something exciting/cool/interesting.
much love
Danielle


[edit] I'm going to a strip club for the first time tonight!!!!

....with my mom.

hahaha.

the woman who we're meeting with about training me to be a bartender owns a ton of bars and a strip club here in ft wayne and her office is at the strip club. lol. [/edit]

[also edited to add:]
these are so fucking cute, I just had to post!!!!! I love bunnies.



hehe!!