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I don't know where to begin......

I found out today from Tiger and my mom that the guy that attempted to steal Tiger's bike made bail..... madmadmad Not cool, the DA stressed to Tiger and my mom to be aware of all of our surroundings and report any unusual activity going on in my neighborhood. WTF, seriously??!?!?! madmadmad I am so fucking pissed, I leave for work...
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ronintally:
My gosh....be careful over there.

Rather than a knife....maybe pepper spray? I think they make pepper spray keychains. It's bulky, but will keep the bad guy much farther away than a knife.
indiebuddhist:
Wow... Sometimes I shake my head about what the law and some people's " rights " are ...
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It's been one of those mornings.......

My truck is needing major maintenance that I can't afford and I don't feel safe on the road because of it mad all this morning it has been nothing but stupid fucking people on the road, I am so tired of it, especially when it causes me to freak out.

Found out yesterday the trial might be postponed indefinitely, hopefully...
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indiebuddhist:
Postponed indefinitely ..?
eroticgeek:
Oh I am so sorry. I am in the process of trying to get a vehicle for my boyfriend and I. I personally do not drive, but he lives a few counties away from me and needs a new vehicle to get back and forth and to visit me more often so I am trying to help with that. I hope things get worked out with the trial. Their really needs to be some justice with the situation and postponing it just gives the wrong message. It lets those who did wrong get by with it without punishment which they obviously deserve and the ones who suffered from it have no absolution. So I wish you the best outcome with that. I hope something positive comes out of the situation. A crime deserves some sort of punishment. That is a certainty. Good luck getting a new vehicle or at best getting a new/used one that is safer for you to use. I would hate for you to hurt yourself. *hugs* smile
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so I am finally at work.....

I took a look at my work load, and yeah, I am slammed. Not sure if I will get completely caught up before Wednesday but I will try like hell.

there are these two guys I work with, they are really nice but I swear I don't think they are all there sometimes with the way they interract with...
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eroticgeek:
Good luck with everything. Don't kill yourself trying to get everything done. No one is perfect just do what you can handle. :-) As for the guys, there is a lot of weirdos, so who knows, but you are right is never right to judge. They may be completely awesome just in a quirky sort of way.
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Thank you to everyone for all of your support.....

It means so much to me to know that I have all of you backing me up and supporting me, I just wish I could take you guys to court with me biggrin

Today is going to an extremely busy day, I am dreading it in a way but then again I work for the coolest company...
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indiebuddhist:
Good luck today.
eroticgeek:
Good luck. I wish you all the best. No matter happens, keep smiling. Never let anyone or anything get you down. Things will improve no matter what the situation. You are always in control. Never forget that! *hugs* smile
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So I am really stressed out.....

Because Wednesday I have to go to court to testify against the guy that attempted to steal Tiger's bike, but you already know that from my last blog. I guess I am afraid because of retaliation on his part, I just don't know. confused

So I started walking again and I am eating a lot better than I was; salads,...
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indiebuddhist:
Hope everything goes well for you in court.
heartbaker:
I hope all goes ok with court
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Ugh what a long week....

It's been an exhausting one, that's for sure. I have been so busy at work I haven't had much time for anything, when I take my breaks it goes by so fast that I don't have time to sign in and blog like I want too. I am also behind at work because they assigned a new client to me...
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brightnoise:
We are ALL hoping for a new set soon!
indiebuddhist:
Never good to fall behind...
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Good Morning SG....

It's been a while and I just want to apologize to all of my loyal friends and fellow suicidegirls for not being more pro-active on the site.

Life has been so hectic and busy that it seems like there are not enough hours in the day to do what I need to. I wake up at 4 am every morning to leave...
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ronintally:
good to see that your job is working out. I hope you enjoy it there!

Take care of yourself, and we'll see you during those lunch breaks.
eroticgeek:
Glad everything is going well. Sucks about the limited internet access. You will get used to the hectic schedule we all have to make time to get things done these days. Lithium is a hard medicine to get used to. I have several friends on it and my sister is on it too. So if you have any questions about it, then feel free to throw them my way. *hugs* Good luck with everthing, girl! smile
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Tonight was pretty awesome....

My brother treated me and Tiger to dinner tonight out at Islands in Manhattan Beach, why you ask? Because that's where is girlfriend works and she is fucking awesome!!! I love her to death. We all had a good time. When she got off work we all went to starbucks and then to the pier where we went our separate ways...
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ronintally:
How's the new job going?
ronintally:
I hope you have a great weekend!
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Today I feel like I am in a dream.....

I woke up this morning to two missed phone calls, the first one was from my friend Anthony and the second one was from the company I interviewed with almost a month ago. I called them back but they were still at lunch, about an hour later my phone rang and it was the HR department...
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indiebuddhist:
Congrats !
grfstrider:
congrats
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Today was a great day......

I helped my brother move his new bed to his house and got to hang out with his girlfriend, she is a really cool ass chick.

Tiger and I spent the day together to see if we can work things out. We watched Death Race and The Forbidden Kingdom, two of my favorite movies. I think we are going to...
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guffous:
Hang in there on the work front...I can TOTALLY relate to what you're going through. I went from successful, 20+ year exec. to out of work and scrambling to hold on to something that looks like my old career...17 months and no paycheck for me...

All you can do is to keep hammering away. Don't let anyone tell you about that "good attitude" crap. Of course it's important. We all know that. But so is showing up to a job interview with your teeth brushed and your clothes on...no duh, right?
ronintally:
Good to see you and Tiger are on the mend! Good luck with the job hunt.
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Life has been hard these last couple of weeks......

2 weeks ago I finally blew up, turns out I blacked out and I don't remember a thing. My mom had told my brother to call the cops on me, apparently I was so out of control no one could get a hold of me.

Tiger and I broke up, I have no idea what is...
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indiebuddhist:
I'm sorry to hear...
Have you tried any type of counselling ?
saltlord:
It sounds like you need to get out of town. Camping season is upon us. How well do you deal with the great outdoors?
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It's really hot outside, I am aggravated, depressed and not feeling good all the same time......

The last job interview I went to last week didn't go so well and I just found out I didn't get the job but someone else in a different department with the same company wants to interview me for another position, I will find out when the interview is...
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indiebuddhist:
Sorry to hear you didn't get the job.
Good luck on the other interview.