I can't figure it out, life that is. I keep asking myself the question that has always been asked. What the fuck is it all for?
I'm not depressed... I suppose I'm just being critical of it all. One of my friends is convinced that we are all here to make each other feel better. My Catholic mother is just banking her good deeds here for the afterlife. Another friend is trying to learn lessons. I'm trying to keep it simple in my mind (I mean, it's got to be simple, right?) but I keep adding complicated onion layers.
My worlds been shaken recently. It's fine, it needs to be done at times. I fear turning into the sedintary individual that goes through life living the same routine... needing teeth brushed at a certain hour and underwear folded just so. No, a little shaking is fair but it does create questions that I'll never be able to answer. It doesn't mean that I'll stop wanting to know.
I'm not depressed... I suppose I'm just being critical of it all. One of my friends is convinced that we are all here to make each other feel better. My Catholic mother is just banking her good deeds here for the afterlife. Another friend is trying to learn lessons. I'm trying to keep it simple in my mind (I mean, it's got to be simple, right?) but I keep adding complicated onion layers.
My worlds been shaken recently. It's fine, it needs to be done at times. I fear turning into the sedintary individual that goes through life living the same routine... needing teeth brushed at a certain hour and underwear folded just so. No, a little shaking is fair but it does create questions that I'll never be able to answer. It doesn't mean that I'll stop wanting to know.
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I think it's okay if things sometimes seem simple, and sometimes complicated... don't beat yourself up if you can't figure out all the answers...
I'm getting my M.A. in Theology.. and several of the young nuns I know still don't know what the heck this is all about....which can be painful.