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I used to be a professional wrestler...like WWF kind of stuff on a lower level though, kind of funny now that I think about it. That's where I got my SG name, it used to be my wrestling persona.

Before I went into that I used to do that backyard wrestling shit that they used to show on late night infomercials...they releases all of those...
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Today was a great day, I woke up early, (still not sleeping enough), went to my job interview, got hired on the spot and I start working the door on Friday night. Then in class I got to watch "Cremaster 3" by Matthew Barney and it was fucking sweet, I have only seen one and two, and since my teacher likes me she brought it...
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I have my new job interview on Monday...sweet. That pretty much means they have to meet me and put me on the schedule, so any Tucson SG's should come say what's up to me at Plush... I'll be the hot doorman with the really long goatee sitting on the stool checking ID's hehe.

In other news I finally am getting to go see what is...
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I wish I could speak more languages than I can, I would at school but Japanese kind of takes a lot of time to concentrate on....

I wish I were a girl so I could take naked pictures of myself and post them, until then I shall spare you all. haha

I am STILL not sleeping well, I went to bed at 6 this morning...
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Time takes a cigarette
Puts it in your mouth
Pull on your finger
And another finger
Then the cigarette
The water wall is calling
It lingers, then you forget
Whoa oh oh oh
You're a rock an roll suicide



I feel so drained of my energy all of the time now...my sleeping has been terrible. I don't understand why but I can't sleep for shit....
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yep, I need to get out of the house....my friends never call back when they say they will. All work and no play makes Marco a dull boy.

I wish for: me to get an art show, to go on a vacation to another country, and maybe some random uninhibited sex. Hopefully nodding and blinking my eyes will make it come true.

"this love would...
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Today my dad told me the story of his father's death, some 19 years ago, (I remember the funeral vaguely, nothing more though). His intestines had become gangrenous, the pain was excrutiating, they told my dad that he was going to die. All he wanted was for his dad to go without any pain, so they shot him with a ton of morphine and took...
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I am having this bout with insomnia lately, it's fucking killing me. Not being able to sleep well is terrible. I went and saw the new Batman the other night...it was well worth it. It was so fucking cool and well made I suggest it to everone. Sort of an uneventful week, hopefully something interesting will happen later on at work tonight, maybe I get...
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I didn't get to go to that mental ward like I had hoped to, I will sometime soon here, but I came up with about two solid art projects and they are fucking awesome I must say I am psyched about doing them, a lot comes out of being rejected I must say. One involves recruiting a cast of possibly a hundred people for a...
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How loudly do I have to scream for people to hear me? It seems a though I talk and no listens to what I say, I am saying very important things to people though they pay no attention.

Today I got officially rejected from four scholarships for next school year, apparently there were 150 applicants to this set of scholarships....I didn't even make it through...
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