Friday Sep 23, 2005

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WTF.....this is bullshit and everyone should read this journal, read all of the links on her journal to, there is some bad stuff going down around here....and I might not be around anymore conxuela's journal

SERIOUSLY READ THIS LINK
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alidora:
this might shed some light...take as you will.
christar222:
yeah; I've been hearing stuff from Sicily's myspace
I'm not sure how I feel about it yet
I don't want my vision of sg ruined & I think it may be

Thursday Sep 22, 2005

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"Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long, anytime she goes away
Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
This house just ain't no home, anytime she goes away
Oh I know I know I know I I know...
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lemuria:
stephen marley????nice!!! smile
qato:
did you know that koala's have downward-opening pouches? it seems like the kids would fall out.

Monday Sep 19, 2005

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No one is going to give it so you have to be ready to take it.......

I work in twenty minutes, rather be shooting some pics instead of checking ids and the like.

Sou desu ne. Arubaito wo shimasho......donna gurai dekakeru kamoshirenai? Cono enturi wa ii ni wakaranain desu kara, totemo isogashii desu. Suiyoubi ni shiken ga aru, sensei wa muzukashisoudesu frown Itsumo senshu ni watashi...
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christar222:
Hope your mood is improving
Have a rockin monday night at work
alidora:
i was going to say something about "giving it to you"...
nevermind

blush

japanese is hot
like wasabi


thank you for the birthday wishes. kisses
check ya later stud

'dora

p.s. i think that they forgot about the set...
frown

Saturday Sep 17, 2005

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Stay tuned folks, next time I will devour a planet. surreal

Not much to say here tonight.....I feel kind of empty, I don't know how to explain it....not sad or anything just frustrated with myself and seeing as how I'm the only person that I really get along with, this inner frustration is a nuisance. I get depressed and angry a lot, not for any particular...
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Saturday Sep 10, 2005

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I think I'm going to take another break from myself and everyone else for a bit....I feel I need to be a shut in.

I don't know how I can get out of this stupid rut I'm in
whatever My classes at school are going terribly this semester, I have said this before but it boggles my mind at how shitty it is going....after hearing that...
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alidora:
ohh. ok. i am silly. forgive me. i thought you were talking about a new girl of yours...
i know how you feel. this week is going to be totally insane. i've been sick, too. i don't know if it was a cold or just really bad allergies. EL SUICIDO LOCO
i might be able to fly out for thanksgiving! keep your fingers crossed. I have been looking at flights and they are pretty reasonable. i've been making mad phat cash at the bar, so we'll see. i know that my sister doesn't have as long of a break as i do, too. so my p's just might fly me out. biggrin biggrin biggrin
good luck at your crit. i wish that i could be there, acutally. i think that it would be really cool to be in a class with you. challenge everything, right?
well, i hope you feel better.
maybe i can catch you later for a chat.

bye bye for now!
kisses
'dora
xXx
alidora:
i want to be the girl that makes you breakfast kiss kiss kiss

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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Kill me please.....save me the struggle... frown

Buzz words piss me off....like when people say, "think outside of the box," or sometihng to that effect I just want to hit them really hard....or another good one is when someone is like, "when others see loss, I see opportunity" mergers/opportunity/takeover/action item... bollocks....

Why do we feel that we need to describe everything with these "catchy" little sayings...
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alidora:
no need to break out the gloves there...
the design that i argued for, the kind that moves people doesn't necessarily have to be wild and expressive. that's the thing. and the trick. i have found, esp. at my current job, that if i can sell an idea to my boss that has the feeling of being me but still solves the problem, then i have succeeded. it's for really really mundane material too for an audience who doesn't even really appreciate or understand design. i am by no means saying, oh, take yourself out of the design. it can't happen. it would be someone else's project. the key is to find a really cutting edge design firm that can let you put your own expressiveness into the project. most designs that i look at lack any type of personality, they're downright boring. (like the the guy that spoke to my class today...yawn) i think that the type of design one creates is solely based around it's industry, client and audience. i want to work in a realm that is always changing, modern and young. because that is where you can get away with the most challenging, edgy design. so don't think that i am going back on my previous statements. just looking at it from a different angle of possibillities.
I thank you for your compliments. it means a lot coming from someone with the incredible talent that you have. don't worry, i would never sell myself short. never/ever. you're not allowed to, either. even if it all gets incredibly rough. don't give up.

and, to comment on your post...
people are so easily disillusioned by a life of riches, success and money. all that they will ever want is more. and from my small understanding of eastern thought, (not that you are referencing it directly or anything, it just relates) allows suffering to continue all over the world.

whew.
please take care
miss you
yours truly,
Miss Alidora

xoxo

get some sleep, seriously. hallucinating? that's so not cool.

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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Fuck work...... mad I can't work 6 nights a fucking week. They know I'm a student and I can't do that, they need to hire more people....the owner knew all of the door guys went to school and she still didn't hire more help for the semester....fuck this frown Along with this bullshit I still have to deal with my photo teacher being a raging bitch about...
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alidora:
You said that you work best when you are angry.
This sounds like fuel for the fire.
I hope your shoot went well last night--I can't wait to see the prints!

xxx
'Dora

Tuesday Sep 06, 2005

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My father left, I get to have full use of his house during his absence. This means time for myself....reflection and the like. I feel like I'm getting stifled at school by my teacher, my ideas are not up to par with what she wants apparently.

I disappeared for a little while this weekend....I do this from time to time...I think it is necessary sometimes...
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alidora:
i am glad that you got the time to reflect that you deserve. i dream about having my house to myself...
i'm happy that you are back.
you had me crazy worried. (like couldn't sleep/nightmares worried) i am just a silly girl though...
xoxo
kiss

{and yes, you'll be the first to know about our set.}
christar222:
good luck with her set...i always check to see if its been accepted...im interested to see it & to see your work

Wednesday Aug 31, 2005

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Listening to what I have to say is like having 29 consecutive orgasms

I had a dream last night, I dreamt I won an acting contest and did so well that they awarded me all three prizes 1st 2nd and 3rd, (the irony is I am a horrible actor). I got some coupons for a tanning salon and $2500, of that prob 1750 of it...
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alidora:
You better go to Cub Congress October 1st to see SG!
or i will seriously hate you forever!! kiss love kiss
damn.
i'm soo jealous...

alidora:
did u disappear, my love?

frown

Monday Aug 29, 2005

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Warning: if you want your asses blown out, stay in the room. eeek

I think that I'm going to make my own installation of a grocery store the final for both of my photo classes one that displays the commodity of both the body and art itself, I think that all of my singular projects cumulating together to form the final installation would be awesome...I wonder...
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suicidesic:
I've come to kill the pain inside frown
alidora:
...he's lost it!!!

Sunday Aug 28, 2005

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Holy Shit....tonight all of the water pressure in Plush dropped to nothing, so we couldn't wash any dishes in the machine. This means that I had to wash all of the glasses by hand in these tiny sinks that are at about my knees, because those who make sinks obviously don't cater to those who are taller than 6' 1" needless to say my back...
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alidora:
the Grill.
frown

i'm hangin' in there. i'm just sick of seeing all of the happy couples hand-in-hand on campus, all of my roommates included... puke

wow. at least i can look forward to makin' the big bucks...hopefully...did you check it out?

good luck with your projects.
ttyl
kiss
xo hugs xo
alidora:
well, i automatically don't like her out of jealousy tongue
good luck with your shoot.
you're a rock star.
kiss

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Wednesday Aug 24, 2005

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So this guy went crazy last semester in my photo department....we all thought he was expelled because he literally went crazy but, no he is back this semester and he has his own fucking show. I wish I could take the semester off to go crazy and get on meds and work on some photo work then come back and be awarded a show....but this...
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christar222:
well whenever you feel like complaining, you can always complain to me.
I've got full time school & I work 2 jobs
62 hours a week
none of my friends are in school so it's super easy for me to get up & go all of the time

you can't burn out already
give me some hope
alidora:
LOL
I thought that you would never add me to your list of crushes!! blush thank you.
you're the best!!
kiss kiss kiss
*muah*
october sounds wonderful...
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