when people don't tip my bertenders I want to turn into the Hulk and smash them....
it's a little depressing seeing all of these friends of mine in my bar and they are all having a good time and I am always the one who is working...I don't seem to be able to get out just to hang and not worry about life anymore
Anybody...
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it's a little depressing seeing all of these friends of mine in my bar and they are all having a good time and I am always the one who is working...I don't seem to be able to get out just to hang and not worry about life anymore

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Tired as always...ending the home stretch here with summer school. 1 paper, 1 test, 1 presentation, 1 final critique all next week....horrendous.
Man I need to get laid...you know those days where you are just horny as hell the entire day for no particualr reason? That has been me for like the past week....
I think I'm going to drink some absinthe and watch the...
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Man I need to get laid...you know those days where you are just horny as hell the entire day for no particualr reason? That has been me for like the past week....
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alidora:
gasp!!
the past week?
i must be doing something wrong!
i feel bad now...
the past week?
i must be doing something wrong!
i feel bad now...

alidora:
tomorrow is sunday
lets get some new work, heh?

lets get some new work, heh?

I find it very interesting that there are little to no women in Tucson that are on this site....kind of weird, are there really that many guys that they just outweigh the number of girls or what?
I like to see people in bars, they are really some uninteresting folks, there are a few exceptions, but generally they are very plain....it's like the blind leading...
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I like to see people in bars, they are really some uninteresting folks, there are a few exceptions, but generally they are very plain....it's like the blind leading...
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squishylizards:
Yeah, I can think of myself and maybe 2 other tucson girls on this site.
Do the guys outnumber the girls? It's a porn site. While it's very friendly and appealing to the women who are "into this sort of thing", there are naturally going to be more men into looking at naked girls.
Do the guys outnumber the girls? It's a porn site. While it's very friendly and appealing to the women who are "into this sort of thing", there are naturally going to be more men into looking at naked girls.
christar222:
I love this site & I hope one day to be a part of it.
The bars are pretty depressing. I've never met anyone worth mentioning. I don't know why I like them so much. The blind leading the blind seems to go far beyond the bar scene.
The bars are pretty depressing. I've never met anyone worth mentioning. I don't know why I like them so much. The blind leading the blind seems to go far beyond the bar scene.
slowly......my night went so slowly
I kicked the shit out of my roommate today for a good half hour, man I miss fighting
I'm going to go get nekkid and shower....and pass the fuck out, no school tomorrow thank christ
I kicked the shit out of my roommate today for a good half hour, man I miss fighting

I'm going to go get nekkid and shower....and pass the fuck out, no school tomorrow thank christ

I am slowly beginning to remember why I don't trust anyone anymore.....
I tend to let my defenses down for a second, then I usually wind up getting fucked over...
The shoot with alidora went beautifully, her pictures are equally as great as she is...it will be with a heavy heart that I will bid her adieu, which will only be too soon
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I tend to let my defenses down for a second, then I usually wind up getting fucked over...

The shoot with alidora went beautifully, her pictures are equally as great as she is...it will be with a heavy heart that I will bid her adieu, which will only be too soon

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alidora:
sad face..*sigh*
it is bittersweet...
just know, you're the best
stud
it is bittersweet...
just know, you're the best
stud

alidora:
no, no. it's not your fault at all...they are just being dumb. they are making me check in, like i am 14..ugh. anyway--
lucky you for getting out of work early.
off to work for me
ttyl
lucky you for getting out of work early.
off to work for me
ttyl

I want to give up
Can't I ever be happy without the slightest bit of depression....I know about the sweet and sours of life but, come on...my head hurts

Can't I ever be happy without the slightest bit of depression....I know about the sweet and sours of life but, come on...my head hurts

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jamisunlee:
dude, i totally empathize: anytime i feel the slightest bit good, life always shoves it's dick up my ass...


alidora:
but you have so much going for you!
come on meow!!
come on meow!!

I'm shooting my first set today everybody wish me luck

jamisunlee:
break legs

alidora:
you were phenomenal!
absolutely the best...
i cannot wait to see them all
xoxo
(and to Jamisun's comment...yes, we almost did 'break legs'! falling off of the fucking mountain!)
absolutely the best...
i cannot wait to see them all

xoxo
(and to Jamisun's comment...yes, we almost did 'break legs'! falling off of the fucking mountain!)
Bob Log III kicks fucking ass....such a good show, well time to get my ass in the shower then to bed with me...I'll post some picks of the drawings I've done this past week

alidora:
i know, i know...i should have gone. i'm such a bad little girl...

jamisunlee:
thank you. i've been dealing with depressed times for, aboot, 6 years now; only in the past 2 years has it become such that i can't bury it deep inside...not that you needed, or moreover, wanted to know...
but thank you for the "chin up" comment

but thank you for the "chin up" comment

I think I'll fall down some staris today
I don't know why....some times it is good to get your ass kicked, at least a little bit.
Hurrah for cool drawings of peoples' back muscles, which I'm becoming very good at.
sometimes under the right lighting I look at someones spine and debate on whether I could reach in between the mid-back muscles and rip it...
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Hurrah for cool drawings of peoples' back muscles, which I'm becoming very good at.

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curiousfeline:
lets see the drawings

I get to do a photo set on Saturday...so sweet.
I need to eat, I need to sleep, I need to not be in school or this town for that matter
I need to eat, I need to sleep, I need to not be in school or this town for that matter

christar222:
I feel you...except for the school thing, I took this session off
good luck on saturday
good luck on saturday
alidora:
Oh Sic...
me, you, a bottle of wine, & some playboys...huh huh huh?
so you can forget about school
cheer up, everything will work out.
xo
me, you, a bottle of wine, & some playboys...huh huh huh?
so you can forget about school

xo