I am in for the long haul here at school...these classes will be rough but I'm harder than a coffin nail, so I should be fine.
I have to look forward to making it out of this town for a little while though...when I do it will be sweet.
Umm...I am starting to think about my chosen profession, in my times of pondering to myself...
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Umm...I am starting to think about my chosen profession, in my times of pondering to myself...
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There was actually a fight at work tonight, of course it has to happen when I'm barbacking....anyways I made my way outside where the commotion was still going on and I'm trying to make sure that all of my friends are safe and the owner of the bar tells me to go inside, WTF!!!! I'm the only person there who wouldn't mind getting into a...
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jamisunlee:
i'll start some shit, if you promise not to hurt me too much

suicidesic:
I am in for the long haul here at school...these classes will be rough but I'm harder than a coffin nail, so I should be fine.
I have to look forward to making it out of this town for a little while though...when I do it will be sweet.
Umm...I am starting to think about my chosen profession, in my times of pondering to myself lately and I think that possibly it may lead me to a life of being by myself. Now I am not trying to be melodramatic, but I've been adding things up in my head and this is what I have come up with. Just a thought is all
I have been listening to a lot of Al Green lately... there is something really good in a lot of old motown songs....something that is overlooked.
Joy Division is also something I have been listening to a lot "Ceremony" is particularly good....I'll leave you with some lyrics as I go try and get some ideas for projects that'll blow all of my classmates out of the water.
This is why events unnerve me,
They find it all, a different story,
Notice whom for wheels are turning,
Turn again and turn towards this time,
All she ask's the strength to hold me,
Then again the same old story,
Word will travel, oh so quickly,
Travel first and lean towards this time.
Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Watching her, these things she said,
The times she cried,
Too frail to wake this time.
Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Avenues all lined with trees,
Picture me and then you start watching,
Watching forever, forever,
Watching love grow, forever,
Letting me know, forever.
Take it easy people.

Umm...I am starting to think about my chosen profession, in my times of pondering to myself lately and I think that possibly it may lead me to a life of being by myself. Now I am not trying to be melodramatic, but I've been adding things up in my head and this is what I have come up with. Just a thought is all

I have been listening to a lot of Al Green lately... there is something really good in a lot of old motown songs....something that is overlooked.


This is why events unnerve me,
They find it all, a different story,
Notice whom for wheels are turning,
Turn again and turn towards this time,
All she ask's the strength to hold me,
Then again the same old story,
Word will travel, oh so quickly,
Travel first and lean towards this time.
Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Watching her, these things she said,
The times she cried,
Too frail to wake this time.
Oh, I'll break them down, no mercy shown,
Heaven knows, it's got to be this time,
Avenues all lined with trees,
Picture me and then you start watching,
Watching forever, forever,
Watching love grow, forever,
Letting me know, forever.

It has been a little while since last update....I have been strarting to fill out my applications for grad school and getting my portfolio together with my best pics, trying to get an early jump on it
it is really nerve racking though, thinking of moving to somewhere I don't know anyone, having to shell out a ton of money that I don't have....but it...
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alidora:
well well well...i finally have internet. kind of. hacking wireless is great. sounds like things are going well for you in tucson land, which i miss quite alot. i miss it a ton, actually. yay for getting shit done instead of laying in bed with me...which i know that you would rather be doing anyway
keep in touch stud.
will she be number three?
xoxo
xxx
Alidora

keep in touch stud.
will she be number three?


xoxo
xxx
Alidora
It doesn't happen often...but I am at a loss for words
My girl Alidora is leaving in about 6 hours from now, going home to Chicago so she can do her things that she needs to, this is a painful point for me to handle.
I'm being selfish, sorry.
Maybe writing will help smooth things out with myself, she is a great girl, beautiful girl,...
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My girl Alidora is leaving in about 6 hours from now, going home to Chicago so she can do her things that she needs to, this is a painful point for me to handle.

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e_loveless:
heh, i couldn't agree more.
people are assholes.
well, about 99.9 percent of them at least.
people are assholes.
well, about 99.9 percent of them at least.
christar222:
cheer up
I suppose there is nothing that can be said to make you feel better
especially in a comment left on your page on the internet
but this cheer up is still genuine
I suppose there is nothing that can be said to make you feel better
especially in a comment left on your page on the internet
but this cheer up is still genuine
Tonight was like slow motion...I kept looking at my clock and it was still so early every time I checked it...but of course my entire day went by fast as hell so when I get to work it slows way down
That always happens though....I mustn't dwell on such matters, man I'm starving...better wait until day to eat something, damn metabolism

That always happens though....I mustn't dwell on such matters, man I'm starving...better wait until day to eat something, damn metabolism

jamisunlee:
thank ye...i'll try not to be too foolhardy today

well I finally got paid for some photos I shot of this band here in town for their cd jacket....three months after the fact that is.
Never will I let that shit happen to me on another shoot....but still it is nice to get paid for some of my work, finally I feel appreciated for some of the work I do.....
Anyways, I'm finishing up...
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Anyways, I'm finishing up...
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wow I got less comments on that last one than I thought I would......like I said before maybe if I were a girl I would get posts, I guess that kind of makes sense though
I am pleased my classes are ending tomorrow.....but that really is eclipsed by the fact that my girl Alidora is leaving in like 5 days
I am really trying to...
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I am pleased my classes are ending tomorrow.....but that really is eclipsed by the fact that my girl Alidora is leaving in like 5 days

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christar222:
I love to post on your page. But no girls post on mine. Well I hope you have fun this week.
If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away, but if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth.
yeah...I'm in a weird mood...I don't know, soon it will be done with
2 posts...maybe
yeah...I'm in a weird mood...I don't know, soon it will be done with

2 posts...maybe
when people don't tip my bertenders I want to turn into the Hulk and smash them....
it's a little depressing seeing all of these friends of mine in my bar and they are all having a good time and I am always the one who is working...I don't seem to be able to get out just to hang and not worry about life anymore
Anybody...
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it's a little depressing seeing all of these friends of mine in my bar and they are all having a good time and I am always the one who is working...I don't seem to be able to get out just to hang and not worry about life anymore

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Tired as always...ending the home stretch here with summer school. 1 paper, 1 test, 1 presentation, 1 final critique all next week....horrendous.
Man I need to get laid...you know those days where you are just horny as hell the entire day for no particualr reason? That has been me for like the past week....
I think I'm going to drink some absinthe and watch the...
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Man I need to get laid...you know those days where you are just horny as hell the entire day for no particualr reason? That has been me for like the past week....
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alidora:
gasp!!
the past week?
i must be doing something wrong!
i feel bad now...
the past week?
i must be doing something wrong!
i feel bad now...

alidora:
tomorrow is sunday
lets get some new work, heh?

lets get some new work, heh?

I find it very interesting that there are little to no women in Tucson that are on this site....kind of weird, are there really that many guys that they just outweigh the number of girls or what?
I like to see people in bars, they are really some uninteresting folks, there are a few exceptions, but generally they are very plain....it's like the blind leading...
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I like to see people in bars, they are really some uninteresting folks, there are a few exceptions, but generally they are very plain....it's like the blind leading...
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squishylizards:
Yeah, I can think of myself and maybe 2 other tucson girls on this site.
Do the guys outnumber the girls? It's a porn site. While it's very friendly and appealing to the women who are "into this sort of thing", there are naturally going to be more men into looking at naked girls.
Do the guys outnumber the girls? It's a porn site. While it's very friendly and appealing to the women who are "into this sort of thing", there are naturally going to be more men into looking at naked girls.
christar222:
I love this site & I hope one day to be a part of it.
The bars are pretty depressing. I've never met anyone worth mentioning. I don't know why I like them so much. The blind leading the blind seems to go far beyond the bar scene.
The bars are pretty depressing. I've never met anyone worth mentioning. I don't know why I like them so much. The blind leading the blind seems to go far beyond the bar scene.
slowly......my night went so slowly
I kicked the shit out of my roommate today for a good half hour, man I miss fighting
I'm going to go get nekkid and shower....and pass the fuck out, no school tomorrow thank christ
I kicked the shit out of my roommate today for a good half hour, man I miss fighting

I'm going to go get nekkid and shower....and pass the fuck out, no school tomorrow thank christ

i don't agree with you about the whole being alone thing...i just don't understand.
harder than a coffin nail... too funny.
how's the set coming along???