suicidali

Back in May I met a lovely lady, that night we where both under the influence of alcohol, one thing led to another and there was a night of unbridled passion. We have remained good friends, but at that time I expected more, drunken insecurities

As I opened this story, my job, now moved to a new outlet, I could not be happier, but alas sadly, she has had a rough ride, broken relationship, possible threat of job loss.

Tonight I was called to the pub to see her, I finished work late, by the time I arrived she was incoherent (far to much drink) but threw herself at me.

What really bugs me is that male and female friends, old and young, and to quote " go fill your boots"..... Well morality does exist.

I made sure she got home safe by sharing a taxi, but lied saying I was going home, I returned to pub.

My so called friends ridiculed me. Are they friends??? We have all seen the press about a footballer recently, I am still a pillar of my own community, HOW DARE THEY think that I am that EASY??? So angry!

Well they don't know that she actually thanked me, and we will go out, if we get mutually drunk, let things happen...

I am just appalled by cave attitudes to getting a shag, feel like I socialise with Neanderthals....

Sorry for rant, not a rant, but I don't fuck for the sake or take advantage..... There is a word for that and I don't stoop that low

I am disgusted for who I called friends.