suffocate

i. woke up on th wrong side of the floor.
i made. made my way through the front door.
i broke. my engagement with myself.
i'm a perfect picture of bad health.
another notch scratched on my belt.
the future just ain't what it used to be.

i got. a new start on a dead end road.
i peaked. peaked out on reaching new lows.
owed. paid off all my debts to myself.
i'm a perfect picture of bad health.
another notch scratched on my belt.
the future's in my living room.

uptight, i'm a nag with a gun
all night, suicide's last call
i've been uptight, all night
i'm a son of a gun.