suffocate

you know it will always just be me.

new site.

www.myspace.com/_mattyb_

get into it mofo's

was i left behind, someone tell me, tell me i survived.
don't look so surprised that i'm home, but just for tonight.
with rough hands and sore eyes, so don't speak, i am tired.
let's just live through this life.

all my bones are dust
some people do damaged too much, too late
and my heart's sealed with rust
some people do damaged too much,...
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Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

And I dare...
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someone take me to see pirates of the carribbean 2 again for the thrid time.
thanks.

i. woke up on th wrong side of the floor.
i made. made my way through the front door.
i broke. my engagement with myself.
i'm a perfect picture of bad health.
another notch scratched on my belt.
the future just ain't what it used to be.

i got. a new start on a dead end road.
i peaked. peaked out on reaching new lows....
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so i'll cross my heart.
and hope to die.
before i have a chance to lie
to you my dear
i wish no harm.
we'll grow until nothing turns out wrong.
and i will long to find a love
even though sometimes love just
isn't enough.
my heart will strain before too long
so please listen when i sing this song.
i'll sing this song....
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Time goes by, I just try
To hold my head up high
People try to deny
Classify, or just hide
The feelings, what's inside
Broken hearts, and hard times
Don't let life break you down this time

I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone...
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