Been playing '"lets see how long i can keep skipping work and keep on drinking Crown." So far I am on lucky day number 3. Not so fond of people so much any more. But fuck when have i ever been,
So it's month four i believe and i'm still sick. Been to so many doctors and none of them can tell me whats wrong. I was told by the last doctor i saw, "I'm just a doctor. I can't cure people. I just cover their pain." So needless to say. Fuck it. I give up.
Paid off my lawyer. Finally. He's starting to get the ball rolling again. didn't like what he told me yesterday. I rather not go back to jail... it was a sucky place.
.. and I've burnt almost all my bridges. My parents are the only ones who really want to be around me. but maybe it's because i stay away. I gave up the drugs and the bottle for a month.. well needless to say i'm back on the train. i didn't even feel like going to my my mandatory counsling shit. so right now im on that fuck it. i give up. for now.
blah.fucking blah.
So it's month four i believe and i'm still sick. Been to so many doctors and none of them can tell me whats wrong. I was told by the last doctor i saw, "I'm just a doctor. I can't cure people. I just cover their pain." So needless to say. Fuck it. I give up.
Paid off my lawyer. Finally. He's starting to get the ball rolling again. didn't like what he told me yesterday. I rather not go back to jail... it was a sucky place.
.. and I've burnt almost all my bridges. My parents are the only ones who really want to be around me. but maybe it's because i stay away. I gave up the drugs and the bottle for a month.. well needless to say i'm back on the train. i didn't even feel like going to my my mandatory counsling shit. so right now im on that fuck it. i give up. for now.
blah.fucking blah.