My anxiety levels have come back down to earth.. Even though I am in Augusta, GA for a few days... I feel calm. It's nice to get out of Oklahoma. I'll be back in Tulsa monday. For that i can wait! For by the time i get back to tulsa, the great state of oklahoma will have issued yet another warrent out for my arrest. And for some odd reason I really don't feel like going to jail. I just um.. Yeah. I just.. Don't. Feel like it.
So I talked Jeremy in coming for Thanksgiving.. so instead of being apart for EVER again.. this time it'll only be 3 days! He informed me today that he has orders to go to Korea in March. But he's in the process of changing jobs.. but knowing our luck.. Korea it is. And i will be alone crazy and sad again.
Did i ever mention how much i hate tulsa. well i do. i've never been so fucking depressed in my life. oklahoma is a death trap. everytime i think i have my fucking foot in the door.. something...something always fucking happens. in three months i will have been in fucking oklahoma for two longs fucking years...
So I talked Jeremy in coming for Thanksgiving.. so instead of being apart for EVER again.. this time it'll only be 3 days! He informed me today that he has orders to go to Korea in March. But he's in the process of changing jobs.. but knowing our luck.. Korea it is. And i will be alone crazy and sad again.
Did i ever mention how much i hate tulsa. well i do. i've never been so fucking depressed in my life. oklahoma is a death trap. everytime i think i have my fucking foot in the door.. something...something always fucking happens. in three months i will have been in fucking oklahoma for two longs fucking years...