suave_machine

i wont be your prisoner... oh no... i cant be your prisoner.

hmm...
everyone knows now.
so.. yeah.


iono what to expect.
just.. going thru the motions.

~ doopdoopdedoop. ~

im kinda badass. and kinda sexy.

i am quite jealous of you.
man how i wish i could do things so easily.
and you make such perfect sense.

-> "if they were to respond badly to something you say or do when you are just being yourself, then they aren't really the person for you to begin with.."

such perfect sense indeed.
it's like.. damn. it's so simple. and yet waaay...
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damn.




damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.
damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.
damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.
damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.



*sigh*



[i am not enjoying this, i don't think]

today is wednesday. tomoro is thursday.
life is an oddly worded poem,
and i'm making very little sense here..

did i dream this up?
nono, no way.
my dreams are much less bothersome than this.
they are also much more picturesque.



i've had a good 2 weeks.
well.. good in some aspects;
not so good in others.




"freezepop forever~~"

the two things i long for most right now is an absence of mind and you by my side.


_____



this is so not cool. i am seriously in pain here.

bethany wants him.

and bethany now has pink hair.

i am so sick its no fun i tell you. i tried to get ready for school today then threw up.. so back to bed i went. and then my mother did not permit me to go to asya's birthday this evening. not even to stop by. sad. blood came out with my snot.

finishing my essays for applications. this is the last week of...
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today was a day for ups and downs.
except... not the good kind.
well.. good when you're up.
not so good when you're down.
but look on the bright side, sonny.
they say when you're up the only way next is down.
maybe it works the other way, too.
..

no but seriously. serious. keep a straight face now. game face. game time. duke it...
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yey. i'm officially a member on my own now.
sharing this with the love of my life, bethers.
pickles!