Wednesday Jan 29, 2003

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the satanic bible...not a bad read... mr. LeVay is a bit full of himself but wouldn't you be if you looked that cool?? I'm by no means a satanist... nor am i christian (or any of the other major religions)... I am and we are all abraxas...no one is purely evil or good. We are both...even if we like it or not.
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perdurabo:
Yes..
I read that book in the 80's and I used to keep it on my dash board...
many thieves "believe it or not" are superstitious, and my truck never got broken into with it on the dash...
the day I finally took it down...because of a girl I was seeing (one who ripped my heart out with a wooden spoon and then stabbed it with an icepick). Is the same day that my truck go broken into...right around the corner from the Taste of Thai... (on 5th I think)..
I had cash...tickets to the Cocteau Twins, a great stereo, plus a "boom box stereo" you know (stuff for a sleep over, clothes etc.) The only thing these wierdos took was...her panties from deep out of her overnight bag..
I am rambling....
but the moral is....Santanic Bible = Alarm System
tic_tac_toe:
I started worshipping Abraxas after I read Hesse's "Demian." Made sense to me...

Sunday Jan 26, 2003

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Superbowl...Superbowl...who gives a shit... smoking bowls is super though. wink
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kiscica:
i couldn't agree more smile
swingkitten:
it sure is.

Monday Jan 20, 2003

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she doesn't get it... she inflicts pain without thinking... I hope she deosn't realize...if she knew what she was doing...she would be an evil person...no...not my morningstar...
school starts manana... I can't wait... jewish history through film... intro to therapy...soc. deviance...adl. psy... and a psy class dealing with death!! smile I'm so ready to finish school... get a real job... and finally...finally...make my 'rents proud...become a...
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robin:
i do inflict pain.

i also do wonders with a splintered broomstick.

ouch.
ninji:
agh--no doubt. methinks you (meaning/projecting, actuallly I) work too hard. get out when u can, eh? (note to self: "get out when you can.")


p.s. are you a film student? hm... coo.

Saturday Jan 18, 2003

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johncocktoastin:
how was the show?
johncocktoastin:
haha. gf staritn' shit!!

yeah, i remember my first pinback show over 3yrs ago at the casbah....no crowds....i hate 91x.

Tuesday Jan 07, 2003

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what's it to ya?
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johncocktoastin:
are you gone or did you forget to pay up?
johncocktoastin:
is bhp playing somewhere tomorrow?

i was gonna go, but it was this big ordeal to get tixs, and i've seen them lots, so i'm skipping this round....maquiladora is so great!!!!! have you seen them?

Tuesday Dec 31, 2002

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The meeting with the old friend actually went really well. It was like we had never stopped talking, it wasn't awkward, which I found very surprising and scary. Scary in the sense that we talked liked the old days, but we could always talk to each other. we are still the same people, who inflicted a great deal of pain on each other. I fear...
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tic_tac_toe:
Now you truly *are* Kafkaesque! biggrin
ninji:
Wow--glad my words helped warm you (we are all here to warm each other, ya know?) smile Just take it easy w/yourself, as you are doing. 'Sall ya can do!

NOW, tell me about this Hedonism deal...?! Never heard of it (been here 2 years and still consider myself a pathetic little newbie!) ;o)

Thursday Dec 26, 2002

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Fuck you... no I really mean that.
It's funny... today I had the feeling a friendship ended. Which I think it will. The strange thing... an old friend who I thought I would never speak to or talk to called me. We're hanging out manana...I'm a bit nervous... we really did hurt each other. Have we changed? or are we the same???
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maldoror:
haha!! Ikea is my second home, most of the stuff in our apartment we bought there. I love the place, actually... oh, and i understand if you would like to delete me from your friends list now that you know all my dark secrets biggrin
johncocktoastin:
how was it?

Wednesday Dec 25, 2002

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happy x-mas!!
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perdurabo:
I love black heart procession
happy xmas and stuff.... I like your new name..
perdurabo:
oh...this is the same name...but...I was reading Sadie's new name on your friends when I typed and I was distracted by my computer guy...who was hooking up my wireless network...bla bla bla...

Tuesday Dec 17, 2002

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damn... the hank williams III concert has been canceled at the casbah....back to my study cave.
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