Clarence Worley: You just said you love me, now if I say I love you and just throw caution to the wind and let the chips fall where they may and you're lying to me I'm gonna fuckin' die.
im at my parents house right now, because my effing internet isnt working at my house. OR my tv. not that i really watch a lot of tv but still. i want to go home and just relax after working for 15 hours and i cant cause i have no tv or internet. and yes i could read a book but i dont find that overly relaxing when im tired. so screw off. damn internet. justin says hes not behind in the mts bill but WHO KNOWS. blah.
im kinda seeing that girl that i mentioned before (date girl). but as per usual im over thinking the whole thing and ive almost convinced myself to stop seeing her. i dont know what it is but it just doesnt feel right. i dont feel like i wanna hang out with her all the time, and im finding myself making excuses not to. and i get the impression she likes me more than i like her and its weird. and i dont know if i really want anything serious right now since im starting school in a couple weeks and its gonna be a really serious/tough year for me doing my major. plus i still really like the other girl from school and i dont wanna miss that chance. even tho she doesnt really want any kinda serious relationship now either. but thats why i think it might work cause we can relate. fuckkk my stupid brain.
damn life.
im at my parents house right now, because my effing internet isnt working at my house. OR my tv. not that i really watch a lot of tv but still. i want to go home and just relax after working for 15 hours and i cant cause i have no tv or internet. and yes i could read a book but i dont find that overly relaxing when im tired. so screw off. damn internet. justin says hes not behind in the mts bill but WHO KNOWS. blah.
im kinda seeing that girl that i mentioned before (date girl). but as per usual im over thinking the whole thing and ive almost convinced myself to stop seeing her. i dont know what it is but it just doesnt feel right. i dont feel like i wanna hang out with her all the time, and im finding myself making excuses not to. and i get the impression she likes me more than i like her and its weird. and i dont know if i really want anything serious right now since im starting school in a couple weeks and its gonna be a really serious/tough year for me doing my major. plus i still really like the other girl from school and i dont wanna miss that chance. even tho she doesnt really want any kinda serious relationship now either. but thats why i think it might work cause we can relate. fuckkk my stupid brain.
damn life.
faye:
I saw you in the painters group and loved your stuff, wanna be friends?