my breakfets has been consisting of newports and mountain dew been like this for a few days now. i think i lost my appitite. i need someone to make me some yummy food so ill want to eat.
plus im bored and depressed. i put my kitty down and i miss him. and i havnt had any shit to get me fucked up and i miss that.
i miss my boy even more. were on a break right now and i hate it. i miss him sooo much. his ex is in town so i cant see him till she leaves. he has to get closer or something gay like that. my worst fear is that hell get back together with her. everytime i find someone i really like i get disapointed. i opened up my heart to him and i fell like a ton of bricks.
when we first got together we never tought we would get this far. neither one of us wanted a realtaionship when we met but it happend. and it got to the point were we told each other i love you. than when his ex found out she broke up with her bf and is out here from fucking fl.
i know part of his heart will always be hers they had a intense relationship but why cant he just move on.
i just wish he would call me. i just would like to know were i stand.
everyday we spent together was amazing. and everyday we would see each other but now hes gone and i dont know what to do. for over two months he was my world and now that hes gone i have no one to hang out with and nothing to do.
its hard for me going from seeing him everyday to not seeing or hearing from him. the last time i saw him was wesday night. we spent our last day together befor his ex got here and i miss him so much
plus im bored and depressed. i put my kitty down and i miss him. and i havnt had any shit to get me fucked up and i miss that.
i miss my boy even more. were on a break right now and i hate it. i miss him sooo much. his ex is in town so i cant see him till she leaves. he has to get closer or something gay like that. my worst fear is that hell get back together with her. everytime i find someone i really like i get disapointed. i opened up my heart to him and i fell like a ton of bricks.
when we first got together we never tought we would get this far. neither one of us wanted a realtaionship when we met but it happend. and it got to the point were we told each other i love you. than when his ex found out she broke up with her bf and is out here from fucking fl.
i know part of his heart will always be hers they had a intense relationship but why cant he just move on.
i just wish he would call me. i just would like to know were i stand.
everyday we spent together was amazing. and everyday we would see each other but now hes gone and i dont know what to do. for over two months he was my world and now that hes gone i have no one to hang out with and nothing to do.
its hard for me going from seeing him everyday to not seeing or hearing from him. the last time i saw him was wesday night. we spent our last day together befor his ex got here and i miss him so much
i'm sorry about your kitty. i've had to do it twice in the last year and was a brutal day both times! but i made sure i had a new kitty to hug and love right away.
i don't understand why people just can't get over an ex? why they need to always go running back to each other! what ever you do, don't get caught in the middle. you will wind up losing that fight big time. and if he wants to go spend time with her, and not call you. fuck 'em. you are young and hot, you will find somebody else to focus your time on. actions speak louder than words. he can tell you all the things you want to hear, and if he doesn't come through and keeps going to her, then his words cannot be trusted.
and sexninfo4life, greatest name ever! i hope it is true!