stella_marie

this job is going to kill me
its already breaking my heart

once a week

i need to get drunk

who's gonna help me?

dont worry, i have short hair - you dont need to hold it back as i vomit.
just catch my head before it hits the pavement

you know how sometimes you hear a song and just know its about you?

ok democrats

we gave you the house
we gave you the senate

now do something

making a map

my dream

and they took it away

if you could be anything in the world, what would it be?

i would be a cartographer. its something about the precision of the lines and angles that just makes me smile.


well, tomorrow, i get to draw maps for a project we are working on.

I'M SO EXCITED!!!!

which cultural event would you rather be a part of?



OR





edit one -

tonight ive gotten four friends requests from guys who have never said a word to me. guys - this is creepy. say hello first. i probably wont want to be your friend anyways, but hello is always a good place to start



edit two -

i ran 2 miles outside today....
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step one
quit smoking

its been 24 hours without a cigarette

im not telling my family cause everytime i do and start again, they are so disappointed, which depresses me which makes me smoke more. so you guys get to hear about this. most likely everyday. so far so good. cant keep my legs still. wish i could punch someone in the face.

(33 hours)...
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you know you had too much to drink the night before when youre going to work and have to get off the subway at a stop before yours to throw up in the garbage can.

i guess i should elaborate on that one

mexican food + oreo cookies + cranberry juice =


ive been feeling shitty all weekend. ive been sleeping lots. well, ive also been keeping odd hours which is never good for me. my weekend has basically been me going in and out of naps. last night i watched fight club. i love that fucking movie. if i...
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