Its just one of those days....
Current mood: annoyed
Category: hungry Life
Today is one of those days. I dont want to be around all the bitching and complaining, espcially when it is about things im doing out of my own free will to help people. It makes me mad and it makes me feel sick... maybe thats what was wrong with me this morning. the fact that i knew she was comming back today and i didnt want to deal with it. i knew the house looked horrible, and i knew as soon as she walked through the door it was going to be hell. Only the one thing i didnt know was that norman had shit on the floor. I wish shed just do something with that damn dog. he doesnt listen hes not good.... and its sad to hear something like that coming out of my own mind. i love animals but theres just something about him thats just plain ol stupid. anyway i had to leave i had to get out of there. i couldnt listen to the complaining today, i didnt want to be a punching bag for someone elses problems. and dont think me cold. cause im not. but sometimes i feel put in situations that i dont belong in, and sometimes i have to just remove myself from them. And when i left ohhh you should have seen the fake smile i got. and it wasnt sarcastic or anything it was just a smile with a certain helpless fakeness to it. Now im down at the comp room , where i just wanted to get on myspace and write a blog, and i cant cause my fucking myspace is being a duche. i got locked out of my account for 15mins, because i forgot about my changed email address. with all this shit going on with ricky i have to keep changing shit, so i suppose its my own damn fault.
Current mood: annoyed
Category: hungry Life
Today is one of those days. I dont want to be around all the bitching and complaining, espcially when it is about things im doing out of my own free will to help people. It makes me mad and it makes me feel sick... maybe thats what was wrong with me this morning. the fact that i knew she was comming back today and i didnt want to deal with it. i knew the house looked horrible, and i knew as soon as she walked through the door it was going to be hell. Only the one thing i didnt know was that norman had shit on the floor. I wish shed just do something with that damn dog. he doesnt listen hes not good.... and its sad to hear something like that coming out of my own mind. i love animals but theres just something about him thats just plain ol stupid. anyway i had to leave i had to get out of there. i couldnt listen to the complaining today, i didnt want to be a punching bag for someone elses problems. and dont think me cold. cause im not. but sometimes i feel put in situations that i dont belong in, and sometimes i have to just remove myself from them. And when i left ohhh you should have seen the fake smile i got. and it wasnt sarcastic or anything it was just a smile with a certain helpless fakeness to it. Now im down at the comp room , where i just wanted to get on myspace and write a blog, and i cant cause my fucking myspace is being a duche. i got locked out of my account for 15mins, because i forgot about my changed email address. with all this shit going on with ricky i have to keep changing shit, so i suppose its my own damn fault.
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somelikeitthom:
sorry to hear about everyting gettin at you like that. sometimes it just seems like it's coming from every direction. but it'll get better.
saucissedanseuse:
hey... just thought i'd tell you that i found your set very origina, with the puzzle made up to say suicide girls