i was feeling sad and rejected (the ex had more important things to do before hanging out iwht me ie playing poker!?) and then i decided to call Brixton to see if she still needed a place to live - so she might be moving with me - her and her fiance! now i'm happy and excited! plus ToughGirl is coming up for the tattoo convention and i bought a killer new dress to wear one day - it has little skulls and flowers on it and makes me look decent - no hot. damn straight. i am fairly good looking 
went to the nelson atkins and the kemper museums to day with my grandma and had such a good time - there's on awesome exhibit at the kemper right now - 2 actually - that i really enjoyed. i wore my new dress a felt like a million bucks. then grandma took me out to dinner. what a great day. and to think i was going to let my ex spoil it? no, sometimes you just have to create your own fun and i think the new roommate situation is exactly what i need. i'm so excited! i think that if just don't dwell on brian and his antics than i will be fine. and i plan on getting his name blacked out soon, too, as a finality. i can't see myself with anyone that puts poker before their friends consistently - and i'm supposed to be his best friend. i sincerely question that idea. but i will cut him some slack as i know he's going through a rough time right now. but not too much. i have to look out for myself, you know? that needs to be my first priority.
my ears are now 3/4"! and my nipples are doing great. i can't wait to get my anti-eyebrows done, either at the end of august. when there's so much to look forward to, why should i let myself concentrate on the bad stuff? yes, my heart is broken but it is mending slowly but surely and i'm making new friends and will be dating again soon enough. and i got to talk to my friend dallas on the phone today (he lives in FL) for almost an hour and he cheered me up too. he's going to make me some tunnels for my ears with little dice in them - so cool. but first i have to hunt down some little dice that will fit in plugs. no big. i am a super-shopper extrodinaire. dallas owns another hole and has great jewelry for piercings, just in case anyone was wondering. and he's a great guy. my luck is changing - because i'm making it change. sometimes you have to create your own luck. and i am.
went to the nelson atkins and the kemper museums to day with my grandma and had such a good time - there's on awesome exhibit at the kemper right now - 2 actually - that i really enjoyed. i wore my new dress a felt like a million bucks. then grandma took me out to dinner. what a great day. and to think i was going to let my ex spoil it? no, sometimes you just have to create your own fun and i think the new roommate situation is exactly what i need. i'm so excited! i think that if just don't dwell on brian and his antics than i will be fine. and i plan on getting his name blacked out soon, too, as a finality. i can't see myself with anyone that puts poker before their friends consistently - and i'm supposed to be his best friend. i sincerely question that idea. but i will cut him some slack as i know he's going through a rough time right now. but not too much. i have to look out for myself, you know? that needs to be my first priority.
my ears are now 3/4"! and my nipples are doing great. i can't wait to get my anti-eyebrows done, either at the end of august. when there's so much to look forward to, why should i let myself concentrate on the bad stuff? yes, my heart is broken but it is mending slowly but surely and i'm making new friends and will be dating again soon enough. and i got to talk to my friend dallas on the phone today (he lives in FL) for almost an hour and he cheered me up too. he's going to make me some tunnels for my ears with little dice in them - so cool. but first i have to hunt down some little dice that will fit in plugs. no big. i am a super-shopper extrodinaire. dallas owns another hole and has great jewelry for piercings, just in case anyone was wondering. and he's a great guy. my luck is changing - because i'm making it change. sometimes you have to create your own luck. and i am.
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The kemper was awesome when we were there...they had a trio of looping videos that knocked my socks right through my shoes...